I Have a Lover (애인 있어요)

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Let's go somewhere. Let's talk. We have some unfinished conversations, Director Do Hae Gang.

Let's do that. Should we take my car?

Let's do that.

Let's go together.

Eun Sol's dad.

Your unfinished conversation, let the three of us have it, CEO of Mi Do Pharmaceuticals.

Honey.

Episode 34

9 years old. If she were still alive, she'd be 9 years old.

Our daughter who would be turning ten soon.

I can't imagine

for our daughter who would be ten, the clock has...

Time stopped for our family, since that day.

We don't even have that household anymore.

We just desperately hold onto that memory and dwell on it and dwell on it.

You're not the only one who spent time imprisoned.

You and I... And my wife have all been living in a prison.

Since that day, we have never spoken our daughter's name.

We still can't... My wife can't...

We can't say our daughter's name out loud.

I don't have the words for you.

I haven't ever once forgotten your expression from the day we spoke.

Then you shouldn't do this. What were you planning to do as soon as you were released?

I am aware that you've been released from prison early and are on probation.

I'm warning you, but if you approach my wife again,

you'll be going straight back to prison from that very spot.

Do as you wish. Anyway, I have nowhere to go.

Besides your wife, I have no one else to meet.

Meet with me. Meet with just me.

Will you leave us?

No.

Please.

No.

Dear, please. There's something I need to say to him.

Open the door.

Open the door, Hae Gang.

Open the door now.

Shin Il Sang, look here! Look here, Shin Il Sang! Open the door!

Hey, open the door. Open the door now.

Look here! Look here, Shin Il Sang! Open the door!

You say you paid for your crime?

To whom?

The police? The prosecutors?

If not those, the Korean Law? Or to the God you believe in?

To you. To your daughter.

Unlike you, every day I

atoned for my sins, without missing a single day.

So...

Have you forgiven yourself?

Who says? Who says you can forgive yourself?

My daughter hasn't. I haven't.

My husband hasn't, so how can you forgive yourself?

Who says you can forgive yourself?! Why can you forgive yourself?! Why?!

What have you done that you're still so righteous?

Don't you remember what you did to me?

Because of you, I lost everything. My medicine, my family.

Everything I invested myself in, my recognition from everyone! Everything I had!

The drug I developed for 15 years, I have poured in hundreds of millions!

All that, all that was gone overnight.

You stole my money, and took away any strength I had,

and put the blame on me! And you call yourself human?

My children have hidden themselves from me.

They find me contemptible. They say they can't stand that I'm their father!

Put it back. Put my life back to the way that it was.

Return my children back to me!

But they're alive. Your children are alive.

My daughter is dead. My daughter is no longer in this world.

I can't see her again, I can't touch her, I can't even scold her.

I can't say that I'm sorry, that I was wrong. I can't even get her forgiveness.

You killed her.

Right in front of my eyes, why was I so wrong, that you killed her!

If you wanted to kill me, you should have killed me. Why did you kill my daughter?

Why? Why?

Right. It was you who should have died.

I should have killed you, and I should have died with you.

Then it would have all been over! There wouldn't have been this anguish!

Right, you should have killed me. Then I could have forgiven you.

But instead of me, you killed an innocent child.

You killed my daughter who had done nothing wrong!

The price for doing that isn't four or five years.

So don't say that you paid for your sins! Don't go saying so easily that you've atoned for it!

Don't go saying yourself that you deserve to be forgiven!

Right, let's end this. This will be my end.

This will be your end too. Today, we're ending this together. You got it?

Is this what you wanted from me?

I got it. I'll die.

Okay. I'll die by the same hands that killed my daughter.

I'll die and go to my daughter, and ask whether she's forgiven you or not.

In return, this will be the last time I have to face you, so be sure to kill me!

Okay. Die, die.

Are you okay?

Are you really going to be like this?

Leave me out and do this alone? What do you take me for?

Let's go have a drink somewhere.

I'm the president of Cheon Nyeon Pharmaceuticals.

Knowing everything...

You're still thinking of starting over with me?

How is that possible?

For me, it's impossible.

Do you know what's different between you and me?

You may have lost Eun Sol, but I lost both Eun Sol and you.

But you came back alive.

Our Eun Seol...

I can't be with.

But with you, I have a chance to start over with.

When it comes to you,

there's no such thing as impossible.

If you permit me to or not. The only thing is your decision.

Where are you? If near the house, come in. Spaghetti...

Take my car. (informally) No, let me drive you, Vice Chairman. (formally)

Forget it.

Don't fight me and just ride with me please. Because you look really tired.

I think it will be harder riding in your car, so please stop.

Rest well over the holiday and I'll see you Monday.

Aren't you putting on your seat belt?

Well...

would you like me to do it for you, Vice Chairman?

Then, I'm going.

Where are you going right now?

I don't know either.

How can the person holding the steering wheel not know?

My sense of reasoning and instinct are at each other's throats,

with person holding the steering wheel.

Are you really going to be like this?

Why all of a sudden, you are doing things your way? Why are you being like this again?

Because it's Christmas.

Let's spend this silent and holy night, in a calm manner.

Because it's Christmas.

Why here?

Gas tank is empty.

Again? You're lying.

What do you mean "again"?

Did something like this happen before?

No, not at all.

I misspoke out of anger.

Ah, I see.

Let's get out, Vice Chairman.

I don't want to.

Without gas, I can't run the heater.

So you should keep the gas filled, what kind of nuisance is this?

You didn't purposely run low on gas?

Oh, cold. So cold.

If you don't want to freeze to death, get out. Like this, even if we were embracing each other, we'd die.

We just need to call the insurance company.

Ah, that's what you want?

Then go well, alone, first, without any loyalty.

I'll go in and thaw myself and call a taxi in the morning after a good night sleep.

Ah, right. Merry Christmas.

I'll spread a blanket, and sleep uncomfortably on the floor,

Vice Chairman, you can use the bed alone comfortably.

If you're not hungry, just have some sweet potato with makgeolli.

The owner said it was a special day,

so he made the effort for us to spend a sacred Christmas.

He thinks we're a couple.

He said that my wife was pretty and wished me the best.

I'll move the table.

Why?

What you mean "why"?

I need to sleep too. I need space to put the blanket down.

There isn't much space on the bed.

Move your legs.

No need to overdo ourselves. Let's wash up and go to bed early. I'm sure you're tired, too.

Do you want to wash up first?

I'll wash up first.

No.

I can't. I mustn't.

Oh, Seok.

What is this? I thought you were in an accident?

You're making me think all these bad things by myself. Why aren't you coming?

There was not an accident.

What? There was an accident?

Choi Jin Eon.

Huh?

We're together.

Even though I was keeping track, I don't know where I am. I don't know how I feel either.

I'm going to go home, even if I have to call a taxi.

You need to know what your heart wants before I can do anything.

What should I do? Do you want me to come get you?

One thing I'm sure of is that I shouldn't stay here any longer.

If you're near the border of North Korea, you must be near Paju or Moonsan.

I'll leave now. Find out the address and text it to me.

What about dinner?

Let's eat when we meet up.

Come quickly.

Okay, I'll come flying.

Hang up.

Go wash up.

I'm fine.

I'm not dog poop.

You're going out of your way to avoid me. Look at me.

Take a look at me. Just look at me, Do Hae Gang.

Okay, I looked.

Why? What is it? What are you going to do? What do you want from me?

I don't know what you're expecting,

but I'm not going to do anything. I won't.

I won't lay a finger on you.

We're co-workers. And you're someone else's woman.

I feel more uncomfortable and don't like this.

I don't have any feelings or emotions right now.