Constellation

Are we nearly there?

I've got wet socks.

It must be minus 50.

Daddy?

Yeah?

What do we do now?

Hot chocolate?

I mean, where do we live?

Well,

we could go back to England.

We could stay here in Sweden.

We could go anywhere, really.

I mean, we don't have any...

You remember the last time we were here?

That was the last summer with Mamma.

I'm nervous.

Well, she's not gonna be here.

You know that, right?

We're not gonna see her again.

Merry delayed Christmas and happy delayed birthday!

Oh, my God.

Okay. "The Spanish fireman has two sons. What are they called?"

"Jose and Hose B."

That's pretty good.

What?

That was crap.

You know, they're supposed to be crap. That's the point.

You say one.

Oh, no.

- Yeah. - Yeah. You do one.

Okay.

Okay, I got one.

It's sort of similar to that one.

- But it's kind of Swedish though. - I'm married to a Swede. Go ahead.

Okay, so, Nelson Mandela has a Swedish half-brother.

Who's Nelson Mandela?

It's not gonna work if you don't know who Nelson Mandela is.

I know who he was.

Okay, so Nelson Mandela has a Swedish half-brother called...

Måste ManDela.

It's really funny in Swedish.

You changed around the cupboards.

No, I'm not really a move-the-cupboards-around kind of guy.

Jo, can we have a talk?

Yeah, of course.

It's just-- We didn't really leave things in a very satisfactory way when you went.

How did we leave things?

Well, you didn't look at me when we said goodbye.

Of course I did.

No. You didn't.

I've thought about it a lot the last year.

I don't know if you noticed, but it was a really appalling few months.

For me, at least. Before you went away.

I'm sorry.

That's not how I remember it.

I'm back, and I'm not going anywhere.

Do you love me?

But of course I do.

I'm not being needy. It's a genuine question.

Of course I love you, you big idiot.

- Hello. - Welcome back, ma'am.

Thank you.

What about this one?

"How the Sand Got to the Sea".

Do you want to toss it or keep it?

You don't understand me, do you?

I was just asking if you wanted to keep it or toss it.

Toss it.

Gone.

The Changeling.

Yeah.

The one when the trolls take the baby.

And they put the baby in the fire to bring the mamma back.

Yeah.

Was there anything specific that upset you before I left?

We don't have to talk about it.

Is the Allen key anywhere?

Yeah.

- It's this one, right? - Yeah.

We hardly saw you.

I mean, obviously there was that washout of a summer up at the cabin,

but you were away training.

A lot.

So, there wasn't, like, one specific thing?

You know, there is gonna come a day

when I have assembled my last piece of shitty furniture

and I am not gonna have to do this again.

Magnus, what?

I'm not a jealous person. I hope you know that.

But I had really started to wonder about you and Frederic.

What?

No.

Absolutely not. No.

Look, things are going really well with us.

- Yeah. - So this would be a good time

to level with me.

But, Magnus, I didn't have an affair with Frederic.

I would never do something like that.

- Right. - Magnus, please.

I just want us to be honest with each other.

Yeah.

Jo, while you were gone...

I kind of met someone.

What?

I mean, nothing happened really.

But, we went for a drink.

One kiss.

What?

I thought you were leaving me, Jo.

You know, there was a lot-- a lot of gossip about you and Frederic.

I assumed you'd come back, and we'd be done.

But why?

- Like-- - Just trying to level with you.

Yeah. I want you to be my husband, okay?

I want Alice to be my daughter.

When I was up there, the only thing I could focus on was getting home

and assembling shitty furniture.

When I was up there, all alone, and no one could hear me,

and I thought I was gonna die.

Daddy?

Daddy. Come.

Magnus...

I really grieve the time I've lost with you and her.

I couldn't cope if...

Daddy?

Go.

Sorry.

Mr. Rogers?

- Mr. Rogers? - Just a second.

- Is he-- - Bud,

all speakers are supposed to go to the main hall. Emergency briefing.

Yeah, I just wanted to say--

Attention, please.

Ladies and gentlemen, this is the captain speaking.

We are turning and making a call in Santa Barbara.

It looks like there was an incident with one of our guests overnight.

We have to complete a few necessary safeguards and procedures.

We will be asking you to stay on board,

and we hope this won't inconvenience you too badly.

Henry, you are funded by NASA, and you are a NASA employee.

And have been since long before you were born, Michaela.

We need to talk about the fact that no permission is granted to you

to go to another space agency with RPL equipment.

The CAL is mine.

It didn't work, Henry.

No, please don't say that.

I know. It's very tough to let go.

Yeah, well, this is not what failure looks like.

I just need to think it through.

It's having an effect.

You need to come home, okay?

You've had ten days with a lot of assistance

and there's no evidence the CAL worked. We're shutting it down.

This is the end of the project.

Henry--

I misremember things.

Such as?

Where things are. My car.

Okay.

I remember it as red, but it's blue.

It's a small thing, but...

Actually, it's quite a big thing.

I think-- I think I...

I have a piano in my house, and I don't play the piano.

Do you have hallucinations?

Yeah.

What kind?

I see Paul Lancaster.

I mean, I--

His ghost, I suppose.

Sometimes it feels like I'm still up there on the ISS.

What you are telling me seems highly symptomatic of PTSD,

where you would expect replays of stressful events, memory lapses, anger.

It's not surprising you would have this condition.

You were in fear of your life,

very concerned about your crew, your family.

Dealing with the death of a friend, you've been through huge trauma.

Now you're back to Earth, and this can be where it hits you.

Listen, we'll try you with a dexamethasone-suppression test

and see what your cortisol levels are.

And in the meantime, I can give you something.

Such as?

Lithium.

Jenny, I'm not psychotic.

I'm not depressed.

No, but it'll calm you.

It calms these things.

I don't want this. I don't--

This kind of stuff is career-ending.

I'm interested in the research you're doing.

What's it called, "salutogenesis"?

- I-- - How do you define it?

I didn't know you were here.

I'm here.

Think it's a better place for me to be. I think I can help.

So how is it going for you?

With the CAL, you mean?

Well, I keep running it and running it.

I think I may be on the edge of something.

Uh-huh.