Njan Marykutty (ഞാൻ മേരിക്കുട്ടി)

To my dearest Father, Mother and Anne..

I am leaving.

I can't agree to this marriage.

It will be unfairtowards the girl and God.

lam aWoman.

I am mistakenly born in a man's body.

No one can recognise the woman in me!

No one will understand my pain!

I need to correct this.

Don't come in search of me.

I will not exist as Mathukutty anymore.

|wi|| always pray for all of you.

Doctor, Please understand.

My sex is male, but my gender is female.

What is Mathukutty's biggest concern now?

Everything..even this name.

Every day, every minute, when I see myfacial hairs"

when I go to the gents toi|et.. when I interact with males"

I feel ashamed of myself.

What is the change you wish to see in yourself?

Psychologically, I am a female"

I need to change my physic, sound & identity.

OK, we will get back to you.

Please wait outside.

Thank you.

What do you think, Sir’?

It's a genetic case.

Counseling will not help correct this.

He needs surgery for a sex change.

Are you sure?

Yes, Doctor.

Mathukutty is no more from today.

But I will live, as Marykutty!

Njan Marykufiy-

My Lord, You are the only one inside me..

In my song is my prayer devoted to you.

Your love is showering on me.

My life is bestowed on your feet.

In all the crossroads of my |ife..

Your presence is only my consolence.

You are my happiness. You are my only solace"

You are the one who knows it a||..

When I am in your shadow"

I become a blossoming f|ower..

You lift me in my arms and"

Keep mefrom falling"

You are my path" You are my meanings.

You are my |ife..

My Lord, You are the only one inside me..

In my song, is my prayer devoted to you.

Your love is showering on me.

My life is bestowed on your feet.

Any news about that helper Kani? It's been long since he left.

His things are using up all the space in our porch.

I said No, when he asked if he can keep those my house.

We cannot trust them.

What is the price for Snapper? - 200 rupees.

You are going to make this dirty by the time Kani comes.

|wi|| not.

I will make this beautiful.

I had promised Kani uncle.

Which fish have you bought, Mother?

Sardine. Didn't Mary aunty tell you..

Sardine is one the healthiest fish!

Rubbish, you bought sardine only because of your stinginess.

I do not want.

Mary aunty is trying out a new dish.

I don't want to see.

You have become worse after Mary has come.

Mary, come..| have bought sardine.

I will come in two minutes" you clean it.

Is the tablet over,didn,A6t you have it today.

No, Dr. Thobias told conjugated estrogen suits my body than synthetic.

He said premarin625 is best, but not available here.

I will ask Madhu to bring from Chennai.

Whatever..you should not stop the medicine.

Only then my Marykutty will become more beautiful.

You come fast, if you don't prepare, Tanu won't have food.

Tanu, stop drawing and come inside.

John, Mathukutty has also grown up in this diocese as you have.

I can't shun him since he is Marykutty now.

Has his dad stepped into the church after his son's transformation?

Didn't his mom & sister leave crying after seeing his new form?

Why does the church bother ifthe person is unwanted even by their family?

God's support is required for those who have no one else.

Moreover diocese has accepted people like Marykutty.

Pope has accepted, then why do you have issues?

Such people will strip in front of others.

They will harm kids too.

Did she strip in front of you, Thomas?

Don't talk stupidity.

Marykutty has studied till MCA.

She has come here resigning a good job from Chennai Wipro!

Our decision is to allow Mary to sing in the choirfrom next month.

Who are 'we'? - Me and Father!

Mathukutty has sung in the choir before..

Let Marykutty sing from now.. Is it not Father?

A|vin,you go to the FM.

Isn't it time to start the news bulletin yet?

Father has to come & read the news to start the news bulletin!

Father, come soon.

What is the status of my shops advertisement?

That's ready. I am taking a voice test this week.

It will be aired as soon as it is ready.

We have more serious things to talk.

You must tell a decision on Marykutty's issue, Father.

Marykutty will come to this church to pray"

I'll do all help for herto live in this society" That is my decision.

Good Morning"

Good Morning"

Did you watch the news night yesterday? No, why?

Didn't you get my message indicating that I will be the guest?

I did not notice.

I was leading the show yesterday, on transgender rights.

It will come in YouTube today. I will send the link.

I had mentioned about Marykutty too.

I am not atransgenden.

I am trans sexual.

If you want to call me that.

Do you know the difference between these, Advocate?

Yes. - What is it?

That is what I did not see the program.

Is there a difference?

Marykutty, what I was saying is..

Society has to change the way your are being treated, is it not?

Don't you need support?

You had to resign thejob in Chennai after surgery?

I did not resign because ofthat. - Then?

It was a obstacle to my ambition.

I was only holding on till my surgery was over.

What is your ambition? Oh yes, police.

Is that the reason, you are not growing your hail’?

That will grow, it's only few months after surgery now.

Let it grow. You are attractive even with short hair.

I wanted to ask you something"

What is it, Marykutty? -Are you in love with me?

Yes.

Can you marry me?

I will not be able to conceive, but can satisfy you sexually.

That is enough for me.

But I do not have time to waste for this.

Don't ever come to me saying such things.

No, |wi|| not.

I was only indicating my wish.

You do not have any case now, Advocate?

You mind your business.

OK.

I simply wasted my time running.

This mock test is the first step to become SI in Kerala Police force.

If you pass the written test to be held next month..

you will enter the next stage,

There are more hurdles to pass.

You should have high mental strength and knowledge"

to pass through physical test, interview, police verification afterthe written test.

Then you can be part of our Kerala police.

What do you want Prasannakumar?

Nothing.

Why do you want to be a policeman if you want to cheat?

It's because I didn't get any otherjob, Brilliant Sir.

Time up!

Didn't I say time is up!

Punctuality & agility, that's what each policeman &woman require.

Especially for ladies, this field provides high scope for growth.

You can get promotion from SI to CI very quick|y..

then DSP, ASP, you can reach heights.

Still why most police station doesn't have propertoilets?

Are you a feminist, Marykutty?

No, Sir. lam a humanist.

There won't be toilets anywhere for Marykutty!

You shut up.

Marykutty, first we must try to be part of police force..

Any correction, should be from within" Am I correct?

I have great hopes in you.

Don't disappoint me. OK?

I'll try my best, Sir. - Thank you.

Enough copying..give it to me.

OK, ready.

To all my dear peop|e.. Welcome to Vision FM morning news.

Today's headlines.

Father had asked me to come for voice test.

Yes, Father had mentioned.

This is the only FM nearby" Will Father close this?

Why don't you ask this to Father directly?

Shall I go inside? - Yes.

Without resolving drinking water issue..

politicians are not allowed in their panchayat, says Injiyani natives..

Will install ATM water plant. says Panchayat president.

News about old woman pushed into the we||..

is forged, says short film director.

This was filmed for a short film.

News in detaiL. after a break.

Good Morning, Father. - Good Morning.

Have you learnt the jingle lyrics?

I tried, but not sure if my voice will match.

Since the hormone treatment is in progress it's an in between voice.

That's what we need.. a female voice with masculine touch.

That would be OK.

Lyrics is good, Father.

Then, is my music bad? - That's also good.

My voice should match now. - Thatwill be OK.