The Man in the High Castle

I trusted you.

And you betrayed me...

for money.

Not for money.

To show you that my mother's people are your equal.

I'm your equal.

A hapa dog.

-(yells) -(groans)

(film projector whirring, clicking)

You mustn't be so hard on yourself.

Mm... I'm just so tired.

That is just excess animus.

See, in-in Jungian therapy, the goal is to bring

the masculine and the feminine energies

in the unconscious into balance.

Increase the anima.

How do I do that?

How do I increase the anima?

Well, uh...

Have you... given more thought

to resuming intimacies with your husband?

Uh...

I, uh...

We've...

We haven't felt...

...amorous since...

Loss of desire is not uncommon.

But, uh...

I would urge you to pursue it.

Well, I suppose it's only fair to John

that I put in more effort.

Helen...

It's you I'm thinking of.

Your needs.

Your desire.

You deserve love and affection.

My husband loves me.

Yes.

But you deserve to be adored.

Mom?

Mom?

Mom?

Yes, dear?

Are you okay?

Yeah, I'm-I'm fine. What were you saying?

May we please be excused now?

Of course. Of course, run along, girls.

-Okay. -Just...

Can I help you gentlemen?

We're looking for a friend of ours, name's Griggs.

Mid-30s. Scraggly dark hair, beard.

Might've passed this way a week or so ago.

Ring a bell?

No. No, afraid not.

Uh...

Don't suppose we could

take a quick look, see if he...

I'm sorry. Not today. It's not a good time.

Another time, then.

God bless.

(film projector whirring, clicking)

(film projector whirring, clicking)

That puts my little

make-believe home movie to shame.

You bet it does,

because it's real.

Real? How could it be real?

I just watched the Allies win the war.

That's right, in a parallel world.

You just saw the film.

And it's, uh, it's convincing, but i-it could be a fake.

You see what you're up against.

Doesn't matter.

For now, I only need to convince a few, just... just a handful.

Convince them to do what?

Hawthorne, do you remember the tunnel film?

Vividly.

I know where that tunnel is

and what's going on there.

-That's not in the film. -I know.

Lackawanna, Pennsylvania. Coal Mine Number Nine.

Wait a minute. How do you know that?

I've been there.

You-You've traveled?

No, I started having these...

At first I thought they were visions.

They're memories.

Lackawanna, I've-I've been there.

-Memories from parallel worlds. -It's your destiny, chickie.

You're accessing other lives.

Other lives.

Parallel worlds. Sorry, it all seems a bit...

Where in the hell do you think these films

-are coming from then? -I don't know. I'm asking.

Okay, look, the film we just watched.

That's the film my sister gave her life for.

I gave it to you, you brought it to Hawthorne.

-That's right. -And now I need it back.

Why?

Because it's proof that the fascists can be beaten.

It'll get people killed.

Then why didn't you burn it? Hmm?

Or give it to Tagomi?

Of all the films, why did you hang on to that one?

Sentimental, I guess. It brought you to me.

Come on. Come on, you kept it because you knew I'd need it.

Look, if we're gonna stop what's coming,

we need to wake people up, fast.

All right? It's all connected.

The films, the memories, the blueprint...

What's coming? What are you talking about?

What blueprint?

We are at this moment

building a travel portal

to access Die Nebenwelt.

Pierce the membrane, by means of the machine.

Will it work?

There are obstacles to be overcome.

Fatima Hassan didn't need a machine.

She just closed her eyes.

Mind over matter.

Out of her coma, Fatima Hassan experienced

a rush of fear-based adrenaline,

followed by a brief burst of deep

alpha wave meditation.

She willed herself to travel?

There is no other explanation.

Well, couldn't we train people to do the same?

That would take years.

In the meantime,

we are close to completing a prototype of the machine.

We are still in the early stages

of human testing.

Volunteers. (chuckles)

Have any of them traveled?

Not as yet, Reichsmarschall.

Let me know when they do.

They're already building it.

I know it, I can feel it.

What else did Joe Blake tell you?

He said that once the Nazis reach Die Nebenwelt,

and all the worlds after that,

that it'll dwarf even his father's biggest dreams.

They have to be stopped.

There's got to be a way to destroy this machine.

Means going back to the Reich.

I know.

You'll need help.

What do you know about Wyatt?

He has a reputation

of playing both sides against the middle.

Nakamura will not be joining you.

What happened to him?

You remember what I did to your old boss, Taishi?

Ah.

Your usefulness will determine how long you live.

How can I prove myself?

Our agreement with the Reich

forbids either side to operate in the Neutral Zone

in any official capacity.

I have business there.

I need you to provide me with a shadow identity.

I can make the necessary preparations.

And you will accompany me

when the time comes.

It will be an honor, Kido-san.

So, you're gonna stop the fascists with a film.

I'm gonna try. It enlightened me.

It'll inspire others. You got to start somewhere.

She needs new papers. I hear you're the man to see.

New papers? What's wrong with your old papers?

Well, I'm going to the Reich, for a start.

Oh, Jesus, Mary and Joseph.

Yeah. You don't have to come.

-You can't go alone. -I won't be alone.

I'll find people.

You might make St. Theresa's your first stop.

Could be someone there to help.

May not listen, but at least they won't turn you in.

I-I don't know. They stick to themselves.

Can you blame them?

Just saying, they're not interested in the bigger fight.