Alone

You're risking organ failure.

We need to pull you.

Wish I would've ate more.

I've got so much food.

Ever since the water's risen,

I haven't been able to catch a single fish.

I don't know how long I can keep going.

I'd love to be the first woman to win.

But I'm getting quite thin.

I have this pain in my tooth.

Even a small chip in your tooth

can just lead to the biggest problem.

This is the hardest terrain.

Patagonia is a different environment entirely.

Everything out here is so hard.

Patagonia's no joke.

Are you willing to give up--

-Oh! -Who you are...

for what you will become?

It's Patagonia, for God's sake.

Patagonia!

It's tougher than I ever imagined.

Just missing home right now.

You get a feeling of helplessness,

like, "Why am I doing this?"

Oh, my God!

The last person left wins $500,000

and is a badass.

-Bam! -Ugh.

What is that?

It's just how far you can push yourself

and what you're able to do.

Yeah!

You don't have anyone to lean on.

Oh, my God, I got a fish!

-Go to bed hungry. -Wake up hungry.

-Can't believe I did that. -Ready, guy?

It's gonna come down to mental endurance

and food deprivation.

Person'll be dead in a week at this rate.

Whoa.

That's a big cat.

My tooth has been killing me.

The root just feels like it's, um,

really constricted.

There's a constant pain.

I'm trying to keep my mind off of it,

but it is driving me crazy.

Yeah, it's just pouring outside right now.

And windy.

This reminds me of home.

We have a lot of blustery days like this,

and you come up outside and see all the trees

moving in the wind and the rain.

Days like this, gets harder to be out here alone.

I'm definitely thinking about my family a lot.

And, uh...

I miss my kids so much.

And my husband.

I've tried to suppress thinking about them.

If I'm not busy, I get too into my head.

How long will I be out here?

How many baskets am I gonna make?

Keep thinking about my family.

I have this guilt, as a mother,

leaving my children for a very long time.

I didn't bring any pictures of my children,

so I couldn't even think about my role

as a mother and a wife.

My kids don't even know where I am.

We don't want to tell them and worry them.

They think I'm doing forestry fieldwork.

This guilt is so complicated for me.

The urge to go see my children and husband

and my health with my tooth

are pulling me away from staying out here.

The only pull left for me to stay...

is the money.

Just see how my greens look here.

Some of these rehydrated greens.

First, I'm gonna getmy.

Just a little self-comfort thing that I do.

'Cause my butt's kind of bony these days.

Getting so thin.

I'm guessing I'm down around 100 pounds.

Eating twice as much greens as I normally do.

Hope that I can maybe stop my weight loss.

Maybe gain just a little bit.

Really want to stay in this.

My strategy at this point

is trying to outlive, outlast

whoever else is left.

Thought I could live on plants alone.

But I guess I'm wrong.

I need more.

I have to try fishing again,

just to keep on staying here.

The next med check, I'm pretty nervous about.

I don't know if the doctor will think I've lost

too much weight...

and think it's necessary to pull me.

Without extra calories...

I don't know how long I can go.

Just Look at these crow's feet kind of thing going on.

So much weight loss, man, even my face is skinny

when I smile, by my eyes.

Look at that.

Look at all those wrinkles.

I lost so much weight, and even my cheeks are thinner.

I'm getting wrinkles on my face.

It's insane.

Wild. Wild in Patagonia.

I'm still losing weight continually.

I need fat, and I'm not getting that from fish.

All right.

I see my line has sprung.

Eh, nothing.

I lose much more weight, and they're gonna pull me

on a medical tap out.

The doctor said that your body mass index is dropping.

And if it does not go up,

you are at risk of being pulled.

I don't want to go.

Right now, I'm gonna just keep pushing forward.

Keep myself busy.

So I'm going to...

go cut some more bamboo for chopsticks.

On my weakened state, big projects

are kind of out of the question.

It's the best I can do to keep myself distracted,

'cause I'm still really hungry.

Running on empty.

Having a hard time not becoming discouraged.

When you've been hungry like this for this long,

it's like it just keeps coming to ya.

Like, "Ugh."

There.

Big pile of chopsticks.

63, 64, 65, 66,

67, 68, 69, 70, 71.

71 so far.

I'm hurting tonight.

Ugh.

I don't think I've been so tried

and so hungry, ever in my life.

I just want to go to sleep.

Getting too weak and hungry to provide for myself

and keep going.

That's where it comes to an end for me.