Heavy

What the fuck? Oh, fuck!

Baby, come on! Wake up!

Maddie, come on, baby. Come on, please.

Please, please just wake up.

Come on. Come on, baby.

Please, baby. Just wake the fuck up.

Baby, baby, listen to me. Hey, baby.

Come on! Wake the fuck up!

Baby!

Maddie: I wish I could say that this story

we're about to tell you has a happy ending.

But unfortunately,

that's not gonna be the case.

This is the kind of story where everyone is to blame

and no one is spared.

Then again, they do say that love conquers all.

So maybe even death.

Sev: (sniffing) All I'm fuckin' saying is,

if I were to fuckin' get married,

she'd have to be the one.

Pierre: (laughing) Bro, what the fuck do you mean "the one"?

Oh, wait. That's right.

'Cause you're in deep with her father, who's your supplier.

And the only way to save your ass is to marry her!

Sev: Yo, bro, hey, hey! You're always mad corny, bro.

Do you wanna hear this shit or not?

Pierre: Okay, go on.

Sev: You wanna fucking go back and talk about

all the fucking redundant bullshit

that we always talk about? Sure.

Pierre: What the fuck did I start?

Sev: Bro, all I'm sayin' is...

I do a lot of drugs, right?

But I always, always keep it leveled.

Pierre: Bro, I've been meaning to ask you.

How the fuck do you do that shit?

Sev: It's simple, man. I'm tellin' you.

You just gotta, you know, like, switch your indulgences around.

You know? And then, at the absolute least,

you gotta, you know, take a few days off

from whatever you got yourself into last, you know?

I mean, look, bro.

At this moment, I got access to so much shit

that I can, you know, stay fucked up, I don't know,

seven days a week, 365!

366, bro, if it's a leap year.

- Fuck! - And not catch an itch.

You feel me?

I really need to fuckin' start doin' that.

'Cause I think that I might be addicted to coke, bro.

- Like seriously. - Yeah, no fucking shit, bro.

You buy, like what, like, fuckin' three ounces

off of me each week?

How the fuck do you even go through that much shit anyways?

Uh, I don't fuckin' know, yo. It's kind of a fuckin' blur.

I guess I just... I party too hard.

Yeah, yeah, well, try and take it easy, man, all right?

I don't wanna be losing my little, best custy here.

- I'm touched. - Yeah.

Look, bro, all I'm sayin' is...

All right, I do a lot of drugs, right?

But, I keep it level.

And, there's not a lot of chicks out there

who can, you know,

hang on my shit without becoming "unhinged."

And by "unhinged" you mean coked-out fucking drug whores?

Yeah, yeah, basically, bro. But you know, she can, man.

And throughout the years, you know, we've been through

so much fuckin' shit together.

Fuck, man.

I think I actually fucking love that girl.

So how are things going with Seven?

Did you resolve any of the issues

you were having last week?

Uh, no, actually.

We had another fight last night.

A big one, it was, it was bad.

What happened?

It's what always happens. Just Sev being Sev.

Thanks.

Max, arriving just in time, man.

Ah, man, I'm so glad to see you, man.

What's up? You good?

Yeah.

I'm gonna give you about, like two for each.

I'll put 'em right where they wanna be

for the next couple of hours.

And then, you know, just give me like two, whatever.

- Word? - Yeah.

- My man. - (laughing)

Damn, dude. You hear me?

That's right, bro. Aw, fuck, Ellis.

- Oh, shit. - You want me?

- She's a problem, man. - (laughing)

- I'm Zhanna. - Sev, pleasure is all mine.

Ellis tells me you have molly?

Mm, Ellis talks a lot.

But, uh, yes, I sure do. It just depends on something.

Oh, really? And what does this depend on?

Well, it depends on whether or not you're gonna dance with me.

Dance with you?

- Yep. - For real?

Where the fuck do you find these girls, Sev?

Sev: Maddie, I wasn't...

Maddie: Fucking in a disgusting, pissed covered club bathroom?

Are you fuckin' serious?

- Sev: Maddie, that's... - Shut up, Seven!

Shut up! Was she the only one tonight?

Huh? Was it just the one?

Or were there more of your nasty, fuckin' drug whores?

Baby, that's not what was happening.

- I fucking hate you, Seven! - No, baby, stop!

- I fucking hate you! - Stop, stop!

I hate you! I hate you!

I hate you!

I hate you.

Maddie, I fuckin' love you.

No, you don't. No, you don't.

You can't.

You can't when you're constantly doing these things to me.

- Always. - Maddie.

Why do you always do this to me?

Why?

Do you know what this feels like?

You hurt me. You hurt me so fucking badly.

All the time. Why?

Why do you do these things to me?

- Why? - I don't know.

- Why, why, why? - Baby, I don't know.

I don't know, all right. I don't know.

This is ruining me inside. This is ruining me inside.

I don't want to hurt like this anymore!

- I know. - I don't want...

I can't. I can't take it.

I can't.

Then why do you stay?

Because I fucking love you, Seven.

And I can't stop.

And I wanna stop so fuckin' badly.

You don't even know.

- But I can't. - Maddie, Maddie...

I can't 'cause you got me. You fucking got me.

- And all you do is hurt me. - Maddie.

- Don't fuckin' touch me! - Maddie, please.

No, I'm fucking serious. Don't fucking touch me.

You don't think he's taking advantage of you

when he does these things he does?

No, no, it's not like that. He doesn't...

He doesn't do that stuff to hurt me.

He just, he can't, he can't help himself, you know?

He hates himself,

so he's always trying to do or feel something new.

So that he can try and forget about the horrible stuff

he feels deep down 'cause of his brother.

What happened with his brother?

Well, um,

there was this accident.

- Mm-hm? - A bad one.

And his brother got hurt.

So, his grandma kicked him out.

He's been on his own since he was 16,

dealing with all this shit all by himself.

I mean, can you imagine having no one?

And he thinks it's all his fault, but it's, it's not.

It's his fucking dad's fault.

That's whose fucking fault it is.

His dad is a piece of shit who used to do fucked up stuff

to him and like beat on him,

and disappear for weeks at a time.

And, it was so bad that they had to come and take him

and his brother away and send them to his grandma's.

And then, fuck! All that shit happened.

And then, then he was alone.

Now, he has me.

And I have him. So we're not alone anymore.

And, yeah, I do realize

that I sound like a complete fucking psycho right now,

but that's, that's all right.

Not at all.

Maddie: Yeah, there I was, alone and in pain.

I couldn't really do anything about the loneliness,

but I sure knew how to stop the pain.

Yeah, the heroin.

Bingo. Yeah.

As you already know,

I ended up going a little overboard with it.

And trying to kick an H addiction

with no one around is pretty up there.

Mm.

So that's why I'm not leaving Seven.