Voyeur Confessions

should go inside,

you nervous

if there's no, I guess

I really think we should go inside.

Ok. Let's go here.

I don't know.

Yes.

You know what it'll be worth it.

Take your pants up

and

give it to me.

I'm up here and let me tell you.

oh God, you're so good.

Really?

You know, I gotta go,

I gotta go

“Study on Voyeurism”.

I don't know. I'm not sure.

Doctor Taylor, granted, I've been here only a week

but of the information that I've looked at of all the sexual problems that

human response associates sees voyeurism is the

one that we're least effective treating.

I'd like to recruit some subjects and

then do some preliminary clinical observations.

Well, as I remember, there's not much work that has been done in that field.

No, I think it's a really rich area for research.

What's your working definition of voyeurism?

The act of secretly observing unsuspecting people who are naked or in the

process of undressing or participating in sexual

activity for one's own sexual pleasure.

First stage,

I'd like to hold in depth interviews and then look over the

information and then I'd like to

propose a program of therapeutic recommendations.

Have you talked to doctor Brand about this?

She's a clinician that designs the treatment protocols.

Well, I thought that I'd run it by you first.

My only concern here is it might be a bit too ambitious.

Well, I'll take that as a compliment,

but I must say that when you hired me, you,

you did say to think outside the box.

Nice track it.

I think it's a home run.

Thank you.

Well,

I'm looking forward to what you come up with because

so far I have been completely ineffective with the lawyers.

I think

what we need to do is just see how much you can get them to disclose to you,

you know?

Well, why is that an issue though?

Well,

women classically have had difficulty getting the subjects to

disclose the sexual intimate information in their lives.

Oh, well, that won't be a problem. That was my strong suit in grad school. So. Oh, ok.

didn't mean it that way.

Why are you so interested in doing this?

Well,

I guess,

I guess I'm interested because I wanna find out

why I'm so interested in doing it

all set.

We are.

I wish I could be there

but, uh,

I can't, we have another gig tonight in ST Louis Obispo.

So, uh,

I just wanted to wish you luck on your first subject. So, you're gonna knock him dead.

I know you will.

I hope you don't actually knock him dead

though because that wouldn't be a good thing.

Um,

I don't know what else to say.

I was gonna, gonna do this entirely naked,

but uh

I figured that if people were watching then that wouldn't be a good thing.

Uh I don't care about these guys though. Um

Yeah. Rock on.

Good luck. I miss you. I love you. I miss you. I can't wait to see you.

Oh

my God.

Yeah.

Watch me. Climb up a truck.

I love you.

I hope to see you soon.

Bye.

OK. I'm gonna put this microphone here.

There you go. Let me plug it in over here.

Ok.

Ok.

Ok. Why don't you start by telling me um, a little bit about you.

My name's Dave.

28. I'm single.

Never been married,

college graduates.

I uh

work in advertising.

I'm a media buyer.

I'm the second of three brothers.

I uh

I

like to play golf. I work out,

watch basketball and

I'm a voyeur.

I haven't know that

I've never told anyone about this.

Jesus Christ.

I just, um,

I must have kept it.

Um,

inside me since I was a child.

And why did you apply for this study?

I

think my voyeurism is keeping me from being intimate with women.

Thanks for telling me that. I

appreciate that.

See, you,

see, you

pretty easy to talk to.

That's good.

So, um,

how long ago was your first voyeuristic experience?

I was a teenager

and it was, uh,

yeah,

I can see it as clear as when it happened

and it was like,

it was like being hit by lightning or something. It was,

I mean, after that I was, I was hooked.

Huh?

And

what

did that incident

touch in you?

I don't know,

this is also mysterious to me,

but here are answers,

Brea

pussy.

So that's what everything looked like,

moving nakedness

and she never knew I was what

something about that combination of things that

I'm associating that with the pleasure of my own

orgasm.

That's all she wrote.

And you,

you masturbated when you saw that?

Yeah.

And later too

lasted me for months.

Oh

You know, I, I really appreciate how articulate you're being about this.

It's really helpful.

Well, it's a major deal for me.

I've given this a lot of thought

and uh

I

mean, there's so much time

spent searching for voyeuristic opportunities. It's

if I cannot be as obsessed as I am,

you know, I don't want to go through my whole life doing this.

Huh?

Sometimes it just gets to be too much

it's OK.

So tell me about

the second time,

the

second time.

Uh

we had to move

because of my father's job.

It started

two days after we got there,

it was August and it was hot. I mean,

sweltering hot.

There's no accident here. I mean, I

believe she came out to fuck that guy

and she did

and after

a couple of minutes

and they were going at it hot and heavy,

she was going nuts.

She kept rubbing up on him and

he had this giant heart on

was an amazing event for me.

I was watching people have sex

do the thing

that I had never done,

even though I'd never seen it.

You know what I mean?

But there was

are so

primitive

ray

on

dirty and

Saxon,

but it was

right in front of my eyes