Find Yourself (Zi Shen Shao Nv De Chu Lian / 资深少女的初恋)

So has your family fallen apart now?

You didn't hear what He Canyang said to me.

You'd want to sever ties with him and publish that in a newspaper.

Is public announcement still a thing?

Reality TV mediation shows are a thing now.

Fanxing's family matter is quite suitable to be shown on TV.

It'll get high ratings.

If He Fanxing would do it,

I can call the director now.

Hurry.

Enough, you two.

Stop creating trouble.

I have enough of them.

But I think that

He Canyang getting angry

is just like Baylor barking.

That's just how he is.

When he's happy, he'll be nice.

Otherwise, he'll bare his teeth.

I know.

I'm just feeling upset.

After my dad fell sick,

I've felt really terrible.

It's like my life is a mess.

I can't get back on track.

I even made Ye angry today.

What happened?

I don't know.

Your boyfriend is angry, but you don't know why.

He should be angry about that.

Is it because

we met Yuan Song this afternoon?

And that upset him?

Yuan Song?

He even thought I was angry.

What are you talking about?

Who was angry? You or him?

No.

We had lunch near the office.

We bumped into Yuan Song

and a female colleague from the headquarters.

They looked good together.

Yuan Song was quite friendly towards Ye.

He didn't give him the death stare anymore.

This should mean that he has let go.

I think it's good.

That's why I said,

"Whoever meets a girl like her

would definitely let go of an old woman like me."

And Ye said I was angry.

But I wasn't.

I was telling the truth.

It does sound like an angry remark.

That's right.

You do sound a little mad.

How does it sound so?

That's not all. You are mad.

But you still don't realize it, do you?

Fanxing is slow.

But Ye is not.

Maybe...

I'm lacking sleep lately. That's why I'm grumpy.

After I've resigned, I have so much free time,

but I haven't slept well.

This is what happens when you're in denial.

You tried to develop a deep connection with Ye for marriage.

And you tried hard.

But you can't see progress, so you're getting anxious.

Now, the reason has been found.

You're jealous of a colleague

who was having lunch with your ex-boyfriend.

Jealous?

I was just a little unhappy about it.

That wasn't jealousy.

It was.

You're jealous because you still love him.

He Fanxing, you are trapping yourself.

You love him, but you're trying to love someone else.

You're causing pain to the three of you.

-I-- -Don't explain.

You can't hide love.

You just fed him. Why is he crying?

He's either hungry or having a stomachache.

Gosh.

The thought of a baby's poop makes me want to puke.

You're not even there yet.

Don't cry, baby.

My darling.

Stop crying, my baby.

DAD

TEN THINGS YOU SHOULD NEVER DO AFTER A BREAKUP

Gosh.

Dad, are you not busy lately?

Hi.

Thank you.

Enjoy.

I am.

Then stop sending me those annoying articles.

But they have over 100,000 views. I took forever to find them.

Well, stop it. It doesn't help.

I see. Okay.

But thanks for your concern anyway.

No big deal.

You can tell me anything.

But Ye Luming is so awful.

I've told him I won't drink with him anymore.

-Aren't you close friends? -Not anymore.

Anyway, we're done.

Dad, actually,

just live your own life.

I'm doing fine.

No way.

I can't swallow the anger.

It's okay if he wins in pool.

But he bullied my son!

I can't allow that.

Dad.

To me, it's already in the past.

-It's in the past? -Yes.

Looks like Luo is quite attractive.

Luo?

That's right, Luo Wenyue.

Aren't you two always together?

We're just colleagues.

Is she not into you?

It can't be.

She should know that you're my son.

I'm trying to say that I think Luo suits you better.

The way she works is like Meiyin.

She can help you run the company in the future.

You don't have to be an architect.

Marrying an architect as your wife is also an option.

Stubborn.

Xingxing.

You don't look good.

Are you not feeling well?

No.

Eat more.

This red one. The lung.

What lung?

Goat liver.

This is goat liver.

-Right, goat liver. Have some. -Goodness.

Mom.

I'll take some food to Canyang, okay?

Who are you taking food to?

Mom, don't do that.

This is unfair to Canyang.

Minmin is already an adult.

Let them work it out themselves.

Work it out themselves?

How can Canyang be so senseless?

If Caiwei finds out, she'll come knocking at my door.

I agree with your mom.

Canyang is more than ten years older

than Minmin.

There'll be a gap in maturity

and there is a greater responsibility.

Did Luming find out too?

See?

No wonder he no longer visits us.

No way.

I need to apologize to him properly.

Mom, why would you apologize?

-He didn't say anything. -Yes, he didn't.

But would he feel any better?

Hello, Cong Xiao.

Okay, I'll wait for you at home.

All right.

My colleague wants to visit Dad.

No need. I'm fine.

-Tell them not to bring gifts. -All right.

I'll clean up the house.

Eat more.

You're too skinny. Don't try to lose weight.

I know. I'm full.

Coming!

Is that your colleague?

Hi.

-Luming! -Mrs. He.

Come in.

Didn't you say you would come for dinner?

But why are you...

The supplements my sister bought have arrived.

I was free, so I came.

Are Fanxing's colleagues coming?

Yes, to visit her dad.

You always bring us gifts.

Don't worry. They don't cost much.

-Luming! -Yes?

Luming, come here.

Take a seat.

-I'll show you something. -Yes?

Make some tea.

Look at my wristband.

High technology nowadays is really helpful.

It has GPS.

It's waterproof. I don't need to remove it.

Most importantly, I don't have to worry that I'll get lost.

-You won't get lost again. -Yes.