Dear X Who Doesn't Love Me (나를 사랑하지 않는 X에게)

(Under the yellow star lighting, confess your love to me.)

(It will be the day everyone congratulates us.)

I wanted to be loved.

Ever since that dawn...

when no one came to embrace me, like a child.

Seo Hee Soo, come outside.

What is this about dropping out of school?

You didn't even consult it with your parents!

This is too embarrassing.

What would your teacher think of me?

You...

shouldn't do this at least for your mother's sake!

School doesn't suit me.

How will you lead a life without a high school diploma?

Dad.

I want to be a lyricist.

I know I can do my best.

I have everything planned out.

Can you hear me out just once?

This is...

because I might...

be too ashamed to face your mother later.

You want to drop out of school?

And become a lyricist?

What about college?

I spoiled you too much, didn't I?

Just who do you think you are?

You always talk about Mom.

Mom's gone. She's dead.

I don't even remember...

her face.

Don't use her as an excuse. It's all for your reputation.

You don't even care for me.

So please stop using her as an excuse. It's annoying!

Is it becoming a habitual thing now?

Just go back home already.

Or answer your phone.

I don't want to.

If you're going to say the same, just go home.

I'm upset too.

If you drop out of school,

what about me?

It was in my mind even before we became friends.

You can't persuade me no matter what you say.

Hello?

Yes.

Yes, she's with me.

What?

Yes.

Okay.

Hee Soo.

Your father got into an accident.

At the intersection near your house while looking for you.

It's because of that wench.

You and your wife.

Since she was born,

strange misfortunes keep happening.

You shouldn't have had a child that early.

If Hee Soo...

hadn't been born...

But...

do I have the right?

I've had a crush on you for a long time.

I mean it.

Not because of the notebook?

For real?

That can't be.

It's impossible.

Take care.

I only expressed my feelings for you,

so don't feel pressured.

Bye.

Hey.

I'm not worth to love.

I always...

end up hurting people around me.

Why do you say such a thing about yourself?

Hey, let me say one more thing as your friend.

You always make a move, regret doing it,

and ramble on about your concerns to me just because I'm your friend.

I'm...

I'm sick and tired of it now.

Right.

I wasn't like this before.

It's all because of you.

Why did Jung Si Ho have to like a girl like this?

Go.

Get out of my sight!

I'm telling you in advance.

Because you're going to be disappointed in me eventually.

Does your friend think the same?

- My friend? - Yes.

The tall guy with a small face.

He's always by your side.

You mean, Si Ho?

Probably.

Still, he's always with you. Right?

You're being loved enough.

I guess you haven't noticed it yet.

Don't be too harsh on yourself.

You're trying.

- Me? - Yes.

You told me about the notebook in case you'd hurt my feelings.

And to not become the kind of person you just described...

You're trying your best.

So,

don't say that.

You're already lovable...

and decent enough.

Se Jin!

Si Ho.

My face... It's covered in blood.

It's okay.

Calm down.