Go Ahead (以家人之名)

Episode 26

You accepted me and supported me

at my most humiliating moment.

I’m really moved by that

But

I’m also afraid

of this kind of support.

Do you know what my feelings were

every time

you encouraged me

after I failed in the audition?

Your expressions of comforting me

make me feel

I am very useless.

I feel ashamed.

I’m like a joke, getting into trouble

on all sides.

Will you feel happy

if we show no interest in it?

As a winner,

even if she is spit on,

it can be said it’s praising for envying.

But for a loser,

even applause of encouragement

is like slapping in the face.

The more you encouraging me,

the more I feel I am not

good enough to make it.

Don’t say it that way.

You started performing since little.

Being bright at an early age doesn’t necessarily bring success upon growing up.

Your mother said so, remember?

How much

does your mother hate me?

She said I am an idle person

every time when she came here.

She knew I am allergic to the sauce,

but she still kept bringing it here.

Didn’t you tell your mother

you gave the sauce your grandma made

to your colleagues?

Why did you go to the audition

if you really don’t think you could do it?

You are an indecisive person.

You always wanted to have a try

while saying you can’t do it.

I just don’t want you to know it.

I’m afraid of losing face.

They wanted you to play a role.

But you just didn’t go

because it’s not the leading role.

That makes no difference to an extra.

My mother will feel embarrassed.

It’s not embarrassed at all.

How can we watch a drama

if it only has

the leading characters?

You know nothing about it.

You are at the peak of your career.

And Mingyue is a reporter.

That’s the job she likes.

Look at me. What do you think I’m doing?

I’ve always been rebuffed in the interviews.

The money I earned from the online store

can’t afford my living now.

The snacks I had

were even bought by you.

You are not the one good for nothing!

Tang Can.

I can understand that you feel unfair.

But

we are your friends,

not the punching bags,

let alone your enemies.

Your real enemy

is in your own mind.

Jianjian.

I don’t want to talk to her.

So annoying.

Li Jianjian.

My goodness!

I’m a lawyer.

I’m just helping Jianjian with the contract.

How can you feel worried about it?

You are here just in time. Sign the contract.

Where are Tang Can and Mingyue?

Zhuang Bei, you are here.

What’s wrong with you two?

Nothing. In joke.

I have something to talk to you.

Let’s say it out.

You two...

Hello.

Mingyue.

It’s no big deal.

Let’s just say it here.

Well,

last time when you

played Mahjong with my mother,

you gave her a necklace

to help her gain face.

I intended to give you the money.

But I found it’s improper,

so I bought the same necklace...

What is it?

You should tell her

when you meet her alone.

It isn’t something big.

And we two

don’t have many chance

to meet alone.

Come on.

How could you treat my friend like this?

You went too far!

I’m going to have a look.

Then I’m leaving.

Okay. Take care.

What’s wrong?

Did you quarrel with Tang Can again?

I tried my best not to say the words

that could hurt her the most.

You are very mature

since you could hold back

the words that may hurt her the most.

Although she’s elder

than us,

it’s all useless.

She only knew how to vent her anger on me.

She is the most immature one.

But you still stood up for her just now.

Chen Ting

Tang Can is great

in some aspects.

Beautiful.

Very simple-minded.

Being happy or unhappy

are always all over her face.

She’s flank.

Are you speaking well or ill of her?

Mom.

The hallway of the living room.

The third drawer.

A transparent box.

I’ve had the meal.

Chatting with Jianjian.

I’d like to talk to Jianjian.

That’s not good.

It doesn’t matter.

My mother wants to talk to you.

Hurry.

Jianjian.

This is Chen Ting.

Ms. Chen Ting,

how are you?

I’m all right.

Now I can

take care of myself.

How is your father?

He’s all right too.

Thank you for your care.

I heard

Ling Xiao

rent the house directly opposite yours, did he?

Now you can take care of each other.

I won’t feel worried anymore.

That’ll be all for now.

See you next time.

Bye, Ms. Chen.

What’s wrong with your mother?

I have no idea.

Maybe she has figured it out herself.

I’ve thought

about your mother.

What’s it?

Neither of your mother and sister likes me.

If we get together,

I’m sure they will be strongly against it.

Announcing our love affair

will

greatly surprise them.

Do you care so much about their thoughts?

Whether I care about it or not doesn’t matter.

What does matter

is that it objectively exists.

I was worried

that you were too careless

to think of anything.

I didn’t expect you thought so much.

Right.

When did you begin to

think of me that way?

Very early. Since senior high school.