Deep Water

I had sex with Adam.

- Why? - I felt like I was worth something

and I was one of them.

I am so sorry.

You were investigated for a violent assault.

It was years ago, they dropped the charges.

Have you ever used violence against your children?

Are you OK?

You have no clue what I had to do to get that money.

I... saw you with her.

You go to the police, tell them what's happened

- and they'll tell you what to do. - No, no, no,

he'll leave me, and I love him so much.

And I'm not gonna let that happen.

What do you want me to do, carry on as normal?

You're not gonna wait for me?

Seems like you can handle yourself on your own.

- You need help. -

You're sick.

Lucinda!

We just need some time on our own.

And you're definitely OK?

Yes, I keep telling you.

- So, no-one tried to hurt you? - No.

- Nothing bad happened? - No.

Just give her a little space.

She'll tell us everything when she's ready.

I just want to know she's OK, and where she's been all this time.

I've been staying in one of the cottages.

Hang on. One of OUR cottages?

But that doesn't make any sense.

Is Fergus any better?

He's gonna be out tomorrow, they say.

The police checked everywhere, I checked all the cottages...

Guy, just back off.

We don't know what she's been through.

Well, that's what I'm trying to establish!

Right, OK. Lulu, come on, let's go through.

Can you call the police? They need to know she's home.

Look, you could have given me more warning.

I know, I'm sorry.

Has someone figured it out?

No, no, no, of course not. Give me that old phone.

Right, yours has been off the whole time, so, if anyone asks,

just say that you lost it in your room.

OK.

Is he home? Did it work?

- Yeah, yeah. - What, he's home? Like, f-for good?

Well, I mean, he's been here ever since you went missing, so...

We've done it.

It's over.

I love you.

['Static' by Toydrum and Beth Orton]

She wants to kick him out.

She loves him.

What are you doing in here?

Can I... join you?

- Come on, let's get you home. -

What, are you just gonna sit here all night?

- Can I have another, please? - Oh, come on, bloody grow up!

Bloody fuck off.

Cheers.

- Get yourself one. - Thanks.

- Cheers. - Are you all right?

You know, most people think the trouble's over

when the missing person returns home.

But, quite often, it's just the beginning.

OK, so?

So, the first night you were missing,

you stayed at your boyfriend...

Nelson's?

He wants to be my boyfriend, but he isn't.

That's why we argued.

So, I left and I walked to the cottage.

And you didn't have your phone on you?

- No. I lost it. - Oh.

Most girls who have an argument with a boy,

they want to speak to their mum or a... a friend.

They don't disappear for days on end.

I needed some space.

Then, I saw that I was all over the news

and I was scared to come home, just in case I got into trouble.

Lucinda...

...people run away all the time, OK?

And, sometimes, they've got really good reasons.

Now, I can't make you tell me the truth.

But I REALLY need you to be honest

and answer honestly to this next question, all right?

OK.

Are you safe here... in this house?

Why wouldn't I be?

It's my home.

OK.

['Song For Zula' by Phosphorescent]

- Don't do this. - You still here?

Please, come on, let's go home and talk about it.

No, I'm good, ta.

Here, get yourself a cab. On me.

Whatever you're doing with her, it's...

It won't make you feel better.

Yeah...

Yes, it will.

- Hey. - Hi.

How did she know he was ill?

- Who? - Luce.

Before the police came, she asked after Fergus.

If she's been alone in the cottage all week,

how could she know that he was ill?

- I told her. - When?

As soon as she came back.

You might not have heard because there was so much...

surprise and... confusion.

OK.

- I'm sorry I'm so late. - Where the fuck have you been?

Abby was desperate to know when you'd be back.

I've been texting you all night long.

Shit.

I had to go into work and Jackie had to come and cover for me,

but when I got back, you still weren't home.

- Joanne... - No, no, no.

From now on, you have to call me, all right?

I cannot sit up another night

not knowing if somebody is dead or alive,

do you understand?

I am so sorry.

OK.

You got changed.

The car.

The car broke down, near Blakey, and it,

well, it took ages to get going again. And it was...

It was raining and I got drenched, so...

Yeah.

Well, whoever he is, he sent you flowers.

- See you, Roz. - Thanks, thanks...

- Yeah. - ..Joanne.

You OK?

Yeah.

I just have a bit of a headache, that's all.

Do you want me to stay?

No. I'll be fine.

I'll sleep it off when you're out with your dad.

All right.

- I'm so excited! -

- - He's here.

Yay!

- Hi! Hiya, you all set?

Yep. Let's go catch the Lake Monster!

That's my girl. Think big.

Here, put your helmet on, please.

Now, give us two secs. I just want to speak to your mam, all right?

Roz?

- - Roz?!

At least be civilized with each other, can't we?

Dad, I can't put my helmet on. It's too tight!

Too tight? You've got loads of room here.

Normally, you say you can't even get it off.

Argh!

Dad! I'm gonna die!

Do you know where you're going?

- I think so. -

- Hello, pip squeak! - Lulu!

- - OK, OK, I get it, you missed me.

Where have you been?

I'll... tell you later.

- Where are you going, Lulu? - Sally's.

Um, I thought we could spend some time all together.

- I won't be long. - Lucinda, please!

- I haven't seen anyone in ages! - Luce...

I know, but... Lulu, please!

Come on, let's go.

Course you are!

Yeah, as if! Like, Nelson, of all people.

Exactly, he doesn't talk to his mum for that long...

- Yeah, isn't it? -

Er, Sal, can you go and get your washing from upstairs, please?

- What, now? - Yes, now,

if you want them cleaned for Monday.

Menopause. -

- - Um...

We're glad to have you back, Luce.

Thanks.

Um, can I talk to you?

- Mm-hm. - I, um...

I know about where you've been, and why.

And...

...I wanted to say that, if you need to talk to me, or...