Go Ahead (以家人之名)

Go ahead

Episode 37

Fine.

It's all my fault.

Okay?

It's not your fault.

It's my fault.

You're right to hate me.

You put your mind to your dad and even the neighbor.

They love me.

Why don't you love me?

Aunt.

I'm sorry you have to see such a quarrel.

I appreciate your help.

Not at all. It's the least I can do for you.

Don't be angry with your mom.

I'm sorry.

Ling Xiao.

I'm sorry.

It's not because of your mom.

I don't want you to meet her.

When you see her

get as far as possible away from her.

I think she'll hate me more than ever.

I was going to be on my best behavior.

After all, I'm a junior.

If she wants the juniors to respect her,

she has to act like an elder.

We can't do that.

She's your mom.

Don't be sad.

While angry, nobody says something nice.

I know.

But I'm just here to make it up to him.

I knew I'd made many mistakes.

I didn't stay with him when he was a kid,

when he needed me the most.

That's why I want to be around him,

help him more, look after him as possible as I can,

and spend more time with him.

But I didn't expect...

it's so hard.

That's what mothers think.

But no matter how much you dislike his girlfriend,

you can't embarrass her, right?

They just get together.

Now is their honeymoon phase.

I understand.

However, I just don't like that girl.

Of course, you don't like her.

That Li Jianjian isn't great.

She didn't try to please you, that's fine,

but she told on you, which made Ling Xiao come to...

If they're going to be married one day,

I could say, you kind of raised your son in vain.

Mom.

Aunt Song.

Mingyue, why are you here suddenly?

Your mom didn't mention it to me.

I need to speak to my mom, it's urgent.

Alright, Jin, I'll leave you two to talk.

I'm gonna have lunch myself.

- Okay. - See you later.

Thank you, Aunt Song.

Mom, what happened between you and my dad?

Aren't you two happy if we get a divorce?

Don't be mad.

Are you really going to divorce my dad on Friday?

I'm doing it to make you happy.

You may go where you like.

So you don't have to keep cheating me.

Mom, I was wrong.

I'm sorry.

I... I was immature in high school.

And now I regret it.

I'd been mad with you. I failed to do well in the exam.

I could totally get into a better college.

Mom, I'm sorry.

I was wrong.

You don't owe me an apology.

You owe it to yourself.

So many people desperately want to get into good colleges.

Are they foolish?

Wouldn't I have let you go to Tsinghua or Peking University if you could get in?

I really regret it.

I've hid it deep inside for a long time.

But there's no way for me to tell you.

I can't stop thinking about going back there to slap myself.

I'm gonna give you a slap.

I...

Mom.

Mom.

Don't slap yourself.

Don't slap yourself.

Why do you hate me so much?

Why do you treat me like that?

Tell me what I did wrong.

I've been living for you two all my life.

But you two left me alone suddenly.

Mom.

Is it because I want to work in Beijing for two years

and I disobey you

that you hate and abandon me?

The reason you go to Beijing is to get away from me.

I know it quite well.

That's what I thought.

However, mom,

I'm doing it for myself now.

I want to be a journalist.

You know what? I like this job.

Not just answering calls from citizens and mediating disputes at the local channel,

I want to do current events and people's livelihood.

I want to report live from the scene.

Mom, this is my ambition.

Do you understand?

No wonder you came back in the middle of the day.

Did your senior alumnus see your design

when he went to your studio?

He stopped by when he heard I had a studio.

My sketchbook was on my desk.

So he picked it up and looked at it.

I didn't think it'd turn out this way.

You said it's designed based on a photo.

What photo?

Well, the picture that

Mingyue took of us on the playground in high school.

With the camera her mom bought her.

This.

Picture time.

Come on, one, two, three.

Then she printed the picture for us.

Well, where is it?

I played the time capsule with classmates.

So I put it in the capsule.

Where did you bury it?

It's a vacant lot.

Now...

There's no hope.

My laptop was stolen in college.

So the digital copy was gone.

She gave one for each of you and Ziqiu when she printed it.

Where's yours?

I don't know where I keep it.

Why not we go to Ziqiu?

He keeps stuff carefully.

Right now?

I'll take you to get a coffee.

So you don't put on a long face at home.

Go.

A kiwi smoothie. A latte.

A fruit salad.

There's a fruit salad in our sandwich combo.

Would you like to order a sandwich combo?

Okay.

Okay, a sandwich combo.

That'll be 92 yuan, please.

In cash or by WeChat?

By WeChat.

Please scan the QR code to pay.

Scanning QR code by WeChat.

Ziqiu, a kiwi smoothie and a latte.

Got it.

- Cao, a sandwich combo. - Got it.

Welcome.

What are you doing here?

Are you not working today?

I changed shifts with my colleague.

You're doing well, just like a real waitress.

And you look like a grownup.

That's what waiters do.

Smile if you're happy.

Don't try to be cool.

What do you drink?

- What can you make? - Juice.

Fine, make two glasses of orange juice yourself.

Your sister is quite like you.

Of course she is!

Cao, I got my family here.

- Help me with the coffee. - Okay.

Take your seats.

When I first went abroad, I stayed at Zhao Huaguang's for a few months.

I left in a hurry and I skipped a lot of stuff.

I don't know if he threw them away.

Ziqiu, why don't you call and ask?

Why not get back to work?

Ling Xiao, how about your place?

Did your album get lost in some box when you moved here,

because you had too much stuff?

I can't find it.

Sorry, let me jump in here.

I don't know other things about my brother.