It's Okay to Not Be Okay (Psycho But It's Okay / Saikojiman Gwaenchana / 사이코지만 괜찮아)

"My brother...

I just want my brother to die!"

I just want

my brother to die!

"I just want my brother to die!

I just want my brother to die."

You said that.

You said to Mom every day that you wanted me to die.

That's why you pushed me into the river that day.

I shouted for help.

I shouted... I kept crying for help,

but you ran away.

You left me alone in the water and ran away.

You wanted me dead. Every single day...

-I bet you wanted to kill me. -No...

Everyone.

Everyone!

He's trying to kill his older brother!

-No. -Everyone!

No...

He's trying to kill his older brother!

Listen, people!

He is...

-He's trying to kill his older brother! -No...

Everyone, He's trying to kill his older brother!

Sang-tae. Do you know the story called King Donkey Ears?

He's trying to kill his older brother!

Listen, everyone!

He... He's trying to...

Everyone!

Listen up, everyone!

He's trying to kill his older brother!

No...

-Everyone, listen! -No, that's not true.

-My little brother tried to kill me! -That's not true.

No, Sang-tae. That's not true.

CHAPTER 10 THE GIRL WHO CRIED WOLF

UNDER SEDATION DO NOT DISTURB

Did he fall asleep?

Yes.

We gave him sedatives, and he fell asleep.

Why don't you let him stay here for a while?

I'm not saying he should be hospitalized.

We'll just temporarily take care of him here.

Okay.

He'll be asleep for a while.

You should go outside and get some air.

Hey, where are you going?

How far are you going to walk?

My feet hurt.

Gang-tae!

I told you not to turn your back on me!

It's your fault

for having such a broad back.

Aren't you hungry?

There's a delicious udon restaurant

-two train stops away from here. -Ko Mun-yeong.

Stop following me.

But we go hand in hand. We should be together.

Go home.

I need to be with my brother.

You did nothing wrong.

Your brother just got unlucky

and fell into the river that day.

Gang-tae! Help!

Gang-tae!

You were a coward, but you weren't malicious.

You ran away, but in the end,

you came back and saved your brother.

You're innocent.

I ran away

because I really

wanted him to die.

Sang-tae knows that.

And

so did you.

What do you know about me?

Who are you to act up like this?

Hypocrite.

There's no way I'm innocent.

So

are you going to sacrifice your entire life

for your brother so you can atone for your sin?

Why did you

save me

from the river that day?

You should've just left me to die.

If I had died that day,

I wouldn't have had to live this way.

I kept calling for him.

But he left.

He just abandoned me.

He left me all alone

and left far away.

He tried to kill his brother.

I heard he pushed him into a river.

You really can't tell a book by its cover.

No wonder his smile

always seemed a bit creepy.

I saw it.

-What? -I could tell

by the look in his eyes.

He's a guy who's cruel enough to kill someone.

-But he's handsome. -Ignore her. She's talking gibberish.

Yes, he really is.

So what if he's handsome?

You crazy shaman!

-Jeong-tae! -Watch what comes out of your mouth!

My gosh.

Wipe your face.

Mr. Joo Jeong-tae was really good

at aiming people with a fire extinguisher.

I guess he really was a firefighter back in the days.

That stuff is used to put out fire, not people.

Didn't you hear what he said?

The stuff we said is what caused this mess.

Let's be careful of what we say from now on.

Let's not even talk about Mr. Moon.

My gosh.

-Ms. Park. -Yes?

Here are Ms. Park Ok-ran's recent counseling records that you asked for.

But why are you interested in her all of a sudden?

Well, she's been experiencing severe changes in mood lately.

And her affect seems very different from usual.

EXPRESSION OF FEELINGS AND EMOTION

I just want to see if there's a specific cause to that.

COUNSELING ROOM

Are you getting along okay at the hospital?

I have a question.

Go ahead.

Did he really try to kill him?

What?

Did the caregiver really try to kill his brother?

No, I believe there was a misunderstanding between the two.

Ms. Park.

Why do you think Othello...

killed his wife?

Because of a misunderstanding.

I brought your bag.

Sang-tae, are you sleeping?

Aren't you hungry?

This place feels really empty, doesn't it?

I'll move you to the ward once there's an empty room.

By any chance, if you want to go home--

No. I don't want to go home.

Okay, you can stay here for a while.

Let me know if you need anything.

Okay?

My gosh, he's been out of reach all day.

This is driving me crazy.

I bet there's one more person who's having a mental breakdown.

Do you think I should go?

You can't do anything to help Mun-yeong.

No, I was talking about Mr. Moon Sang-tae.

Hey.

God knows when she'll start writing her next book

now that she got involved in their fight.

But you're worried about the older brother?

Unbelievable!

You really care about nothing else but money.

What did you just say?

Your parents gave you an appropriate name.

"Sang-in" means merchant! You're all about the money!

Then I guess according to your name, you're always out of luck.

My parents went to a naming center and paid 300,000 won for my name.

My great-grandfather who fought for our country's independence gave me my name!

Stop it, you guys.

I'm worried sick because I don't even know if my friend is dead or alive.

But all you care about is selling books.

If Ko Mun-yeong hadn't convinced him to go on a trip with her,

none of this would've happened.

It takes two to tango.

He went with her because he wanted to.

He left his brother here all by himself

and spent the night with Mun-yeong.

I bet he went with her with an ulterior motive.

I really think you guys should shut up.

Ko Mun-yeong is the cause of all this!

Moon Gang-tae is the cunning one!

-Are you serious? -Seriously?

-Are you kidding me? -Look who's talking.

Oh, gosh. Did you work out?

Let's eat.

-Okay. -Okay.

I know they have a lot on their minds.

But I hope they didn't skip their meals.

UNDER SEDATION DO NOT DISTURB

Sang-tae.

Why did you save me from the river that day?

You should've just left me to die.

That horrible jerk.

Why is he just sitting there instead of going inside?

When someone has autism, it means they shut the door to the world.

Gang-tae is

waiting for Sang-tae to open that door first.

He's like a trapped ghost.

He can't approach you.

But he can't leave either.

He's just like a ghost that's trapped.

I bet it's really hot in there.