Go Ahead (以家人之名)

Episode 30

Let me see.

Thank God you’re not hurt.

You’re dirty all over

Come on, wear this.

It’s so late. What happened?

Why didn’t you just tell us?

Ziqiu, my neck.

You’re strangling me.

My neck, don’t strangle me.

Ziqiu.

Ziqiu, you’re hurting her.

Zhao Huaguang’s son is already five.

So Ziqiu is useless now.

Why would people give birth to

so many children?

They don’t even like children.

They may not like them

but they do it for reasons.

To pin hope on the kids,

to carry on the family line,

or to let the kids support them.

I don’t get it.

Why would things end like this?

Can you give me other reactions?

Let me know

what’s in your head.

Why would you act on your own?

You’ve said it that

we don’t have any

relationships anymore.

Why would you

meddle in my things?

I didn’t turn to Zhao Huaguang

in my hardest times.

I worked hard so that

I didn’t have to

turn to him.

I planned to come back directly

after I graduated.

I didn’t blame you

for abandoning me.

I didn’t blame Zhao Huaguang

for abandoning me.

I just felt…

I just felt that

I’m humiliated.

Why… Why…

Why is it me that

is abandoned every time?

Why is it me?

Is there anything wrong with me?

I keep thinking that.

I keep thinking.

But I can’t understand.

I just thought that

I can’t come back like that.

How come every time

I’m sad and broken,

in need of,

of a home to stay at,

only Li Jianjian and Dad

can provide me one?

So I have to make money,

make money to

open a café that

Li Jianjian loves.

I’ll fill it with her favorite desserts

in the show window.

She can have as many as she wants.

She can eat them forever.

I want to prove that

my life is great.

It’s fantastic.

I need no pity.

I don’t need to

take cues from anyone.

I have to make money.

I want to make a better life for

Dad and Li Jianjian.

I work hard for

being able to

provide all the good things for

those who have never left me.

I’m sorry.

Don’t say sorry.

Please.

You’ve started a new family.

You have your own life now.

Just live your life

at your own will.

Just live your life, please.

Don’t regret it.

Never regret it.

I’m begging you.

Why are you crying?

Let’s go.

You can leave now.

Sorry for all the trouble.

It won’t happen again.

Wow, it smells good.

We’re having omelets!

Stand aside.

The oil may splash.

How can I help?

Make the salad.

Okay.

Be careful. Don’t cut yourself.

I’m better than you.

Did you forget

what happened last time?

Let it go, okay?

Alright, alright.

Plates, hurry.

Jianjian.

Ziqiu, you’re up.

Brush your teeth. The breakfast is ready.

Sure.

Call Ling Xiao, too.

Ziqiu, eat a cherry tomato.

Now that you’re all here.

I’d like to talk about last night.

Dad,

no need for that.

Why not?

I’ve made it clear

last night.

You heard it, too.

There’s no need to mention it again

if I’ve made myself clear.

Yeah.

You’ve all grown up.

You have your ideas.

You’d rather hide things

than tell us.

Even if you tell me, I can’t help anyway.

Dad, that’s not what I mean.

I’ve told you

everything.

You hide a lot of things, okay?

As for me,

I’d like to make a self-examination.

I’m not a qualified dad.

I can do nothing

except for cooking for you.

Here we go again.

Dad, it’s not true.

Don’t interrupt.

Hear me out.

I’m kind of

a muddled man.

I choose to let

many things go if they can.

If they can’t,

I struggle to find ways

to make them through.

It works most of the time.

So,

you’ve become distant

for these years.

Stuck in the middle,