Shinitai Yoru ni Kagitte (Only on the night I want to die / On Nights When I Want To End It All / 死にたい夜にかぎって)

April 12, 2011

My smile looks like the backside of a bug.

I say this because the cutest girl in my school once said that to me.

That's true.

My mother abandoned me when I was a child, I don't know what kind of face she has.

I keep wondering does my mother's smiling face look like the backside of a bug, too?

The opposite, Asuka's smile is so cute.

She has the cutest smile in the world.

I love it.

I would do anything to protect her smile.

Asuka, are you awake?

I'm awake.

Good Morning.

Hiroshi …

let's break up.

What?

I think we should break up.

But ...

Why?

I don't know why.

Oh!

- Asuka! - I'm okay.

Asuka cries every time there's an earthquake.

And when she cries she will clench her teeth.

I'm not scared.

There's not enough tremor and verbal talent to embrace Asuka anymore.

It's pretty shaky, wasn't it? How strong was it?

Asuka must have made up her mind.

Parting from a beloved one I have been crying and laughing with for six years

I want to end it with a smile and thank her.

The earthquake's magnitude was 4.0

Look!

What's wrong with that weird face.

Uh, I'm laughing.

I wonder am I laughing with weird smiles on my face just now?

I've spent six years of my life with the woman I love most

and it ended today, April 12, 2011.

May 1995

Do you know? There are mites on our faces.

There are about 0.2 mm of mites in pores and sebaceous glands.

It's true. It's really on your face.

Hiroshi! Hiroshi!

Yes, the mites are transferred.

Stop it.

Takahashi, sit down.

- Take the mites away. - Sit down, please!

Hey, this class is so interesting, isn't it?

I think so.

That's amazing, Yamamura doesn't have a single branch of hair.

Hey ...

will you come up to the roof now?

Huh?

Thank you.

So, Yamamura ...

I'll kill the mites on your face.

I was thinking about it during class earlier.

It looks you have a lot of mites on your face.

From now on, I'm going to get rid of mites on your face.

I will always.

Don't tell anyone about this.

Even so, I don't think anyone will believe you.

My ordinary days were ended.

That's 30 seconds of jest time, but that's okay.

Because the cutest girl in my school keeps touching my face.

Please show me more your real smile

when you make fool of me until the graduation day.

I'm tired of this.

You don't have to come anymore.

Okay.

I'm sorry I have been doing this kind of thing.

It must be hurt, didn't it?

Not at all.

You were always grinning, didn't you?

Why did you come to be slapped?

Because you're a pervert?

I don't know.

I don't really know what to do with it.

Oh.

I've always thought about it.

Thought what?

Your smile looks like the backside of a bug, doesn't it?

Look! Your face looks like the backside of this beetle.

Last!

Hiroshi!

We'll all go hang out after this done, you wanna join?

Oh, I have something to do today.

Oh, I see.

- I've been rejected. - Yeah, you were rejected.

- Good work. - Thank you for your hard work.

Translation: neet21 [This subtitle may contain inaccuracies and grammar mistakes]

On Nights When I Want To End It All Episode 1 Translation: neet21

November 2005

GUILLOTINE MUSIC CHAT

eat8989rice: Eh! (lol) Oh gosh! I have been listening to it, too (lol) manganbarururu25: Wow a great coincidence (lol) cOc0made0ide: (lol) What a coincidence! (lol)

sakata_gold: Welcome! ibaragixibarakio: Yo! 325soul100: Hi there! chocochanxoxo: Hi there! beeryorijuuuuuice: Welcome!!!

kanabun9465: Hi!

a_s_u_k_a: Hi! Wait a minute, I'll follow the log.

kanabun9465：What? Do you know? (lol) a_s_u_k_a: I like it a lot!

kanabun9465: Fellini's “La Strada” (film: The Road) and “Gekiretsu Baka” (manga: Violent Fool) kanabun9465: People who like both of these things are getting smaller! So, why don't you sing? a_s_u_k_a: Get the request!

kanabun9465: Today is Yuzu's “Natsuiro” (lol) a_s_u_k_a: That's good (lol), it's pretty rare, why?

kanabun9465: I have memories! a_s_u_k_a: uh〜(lol), wait I'll record it

a_s_u_k_a: I think everyone is enjoying it a_s_u_k_a: At work now? kanabun9465: I don't go to work today〜 kanabun9465: I'm writing a novel now a_s_u_k_a: Good luck!

kanabun9465: I'm working now! a_s_uk_a: Any progress? kanabun945: It goes well! a_s_u_k_a: I want to read it (lol) kanabun9465: You do, until I finish it (lol)

kanabun9465: Well, I want to listen to Asuka's live songs (lol) a_s_u_k_a: Well, those are pretty cool (lol)

kanabun9465: You always send me songs (lol)

kanabun9465: You always send me songs (lol) a_s_u_k_a: Do you want to see me now?

Asuka's “Hymne à l'amour​” (Hymn to Love)

Excuse me ...

Are you Asuka?

Ah, yes.

Are you kanabun9465 (beetle9465)?

Ah, yes I'm.

Nice to meet you, kanabun9465.

Nice to meet you.

Ah, yes.

It's hard to call you kanabun9465

may I have your name?

It doesn't have to be your real name.

Oh... my real name is Ono.

You actually tell me your real name.

Do I?

What's your last name?

Hiroshi.

Is it okay with Hiroshi?

Yes.

Then, I will call you Hiroshi.

Asuka is my real name, too.

- Is that so. - Yes.

Asuka, I think you look like my favorite actress.

I'm fine with Asuka.

Who?

She's such a cute actress.

but I have forgotten her name.

But she's such a cute actress.

Ah then, shall we go for dinner?

I-I think it's probably over here.

Hey, you got a reservation or something?

I didn't. Is it not good?

It's not like that.

If you haven't made a reservation

let's get some yakiniku.

Oh, yakiniku?

- We are going to grill beef? - Yes.

It's my first date, let's celebrate!

I order beef tongue, rib, tripe, chuck, brisket

also bottom and top sirloin, tenderloin, rump

Ah! gukbap! (korean rice shop)

- Let me have some gukbap, too! - Gukbap, okay.

What about drinks?

Oh, it's ...

I'll pay the bill, so don't worry.

Huh?

I'm the one who invited you.

No, no! I can't let a woman pay for me.

I'll pay for you.

Actually, I'm happy about that.

I think I have more money to spare.

Are you doing some unusual work?

I don't do that kind of job.

- Is your family rich? - Nope.

I'm doing decent work.

What's it? I'm sorry if I make you feel uncomfortable.