Persona (Åžahsiyet)

Once upon a time, I was afraid that I would forget everything.

What I experienced, what I did,

...I was devastated with fear that I would forget what kind of person I was.

But now I remember it all.

What I experienced, what I did,

...what kind of person was I? I know it all now.

The strange thing is…

I'm even more afraid now.

Oh, my body hurts everywhere.

Good morning!

Oh, Ertan, what happened to us? We went to sleep so early last night that we stayed up.

Well, it's good, my dear.

Me too, I'm tired of running here and there,

...we got some rest, okay?

I'm a bit dizzy too.

It's like this, I took sleeping pills and lots of them...

Now get up, wash your hands and face, and I'll prepare breakfast.

Okay, let me take care of my father's medicine first, then.

No, don't worry, your father is not at home.

How come?

The man has been saying since yesterday that he should go for a walk or something.

He probably went for a walk.

Well, I guess Ertan, a human being...

...won't he call and ask, for God's sake!

Oh, this is Kambura my love, it's a tiny place!

It's a place your father knows, so what will happen!

Where is this phone of mine? Where is this phone of mine? Heh!

Oh my God, Ertan. -Okay okay.

Look, there is no Deva either.

Apparently he also went to Fatoş.

Oh, let it go. - So this issue has also been resolved.

So okay, you can relax, everything is taken care of. Is it ok?

Oh, where did I put it? - Something to wonder about, my dear!

Well, let's take care of each other a little. We were left alone.

At the end of forty years.

Deva!

Deva!

Deva!

Destiny! - Don't shout, don't shout,

...I will take you to Destiny. - Where is Deva?

You didn't do anything to my grandchild, did you? - Good good…

You'll see for yourself now. - Well, okay, where is it, let's go.

Wait a minute, wait. - Stop what?

Let's see, are you full or empty? - Oh, I'm full, of course I'm full.

I'm full, can't I be full, I'm full to the brim, I'm fed up.

Raise your arms up. - Yes, that's what you're saying, no, I'll get moody.

Oh, wait! - I get moody.

Lift, lift. - Your temper....

Aaa!

Aaa!

What more could there be!

What do I do? You kidnapped my grandchild!

Should I come with a broken-ass gun? I swear, if I found it, I would come with a tank.

Oh, I always wanted to have one of these, too.

Wow, that was great, heh!

My luck is today.

Is there anything else? - Nothing else, anything else.

Ya, al, al, al hadi al, al! Al, bunu da al... Al!

Another?

Nothing.

Al, al hadi, bir de bu var al!

Take it, take it, you carry it anyway, like a dead donkey, they all take it, you carry it.

Do you know who painted this picture?

I don't know, how should I know?

Damn, it would happen to me that...

…I was going to cut off your ears!

They destroyed my dear wall! Look at this! Like the devil!

Is this really you, heh? Destiny says so.

No, you are in no mood to be evil!

Of course not, what did you think!

Go, go, go.

Oh, I want to talk to you about something, Zuhal. - Huh!

Opening! Don't open, don't open!

Opening.

Oh, maybe it's my father.

Heh, he's here.

Who is calling?

There's Sajan, he's calling.

I'm tired of this guy!

He gave us a drug and took over our lives, man!

Is there a call in the morning and evening, does such a thing happen?

Saturn! Opening.

Opening.

Zuhal, hang up that phone.

Quarter

Quarter

What are you doing!

What are you doing, are you crazy, why are you screaming?

Is there something between you and this guy?

Whatever you say, it doesn't matter.

Then why is this guy trying like a maniac with you?

I told you this, Ertan.

This man read my book and was very impressed.

"You saved my life," this man says to me. What more can you say?

That's why he helps us.

Your book doesn't save lives, my dear.

Those ridiculous "get back to life" talk,

...doesn't do shit in real life! Let him know.

Don't fool yourself!

You wrote something, and I embellished it...

...I packaged it and sold it. That's it.

You say these just to upset me!

No, I'm telling the truth!

Especially if you cheated on me with this guy...

With this guy too?

I remember, I remember everything.

Who did I kill, why did I kill...

...every time I killed, I remember them all.

Leave Deva, do whatever you want to do to me.

So now you remember everything.

Tell me!

Why did you kill my brother?

One evening, we were out with a lady friend...

Shut up! Go ahead. - Who are they, Agah?

What are you doing, isn't it shameful? - Get out, uncle.

Come on uncle, come out. - Agah

Come on uncle, come on uncle. Come on! - What the hell is going on?

Aaa!.. A****** the damn clown..

You now...

...did you kill my brother for this?

Because they were rude to you.

So, did our boy pull a gun on you?

No! - Heh!

So there is no self-defense.

Just because they pushed you around a lady.

You couldn't resist! You said, "Can this be done to me?"

...you pulled the gun and shot them all.

Well, won't you give up, Ertan?

Aren't you tired? How many years passed? When will this end?

Ok. I cheated.

When I came here, I met a man, and after that...

Don't tell, I don't want to tell, don't tell!

Okay, so why, constantly, endlessly...

...are you implying this to me?

Ertan, if you couldn't forget me, why didn't you leave me?

I know why. You want me to be indebted to you.

Look at me while drinking! Hop! A debt immediately.

Then I came here, I made a mistake, okay.

You did great, thank you. Oh, there's a debt there too.

You have never forgiven me, Ertan.

You always calculated debt, debt.

Look, I swear to you, Ertan, you are a loan shark.

What you are doing is called emotional usury!

Beautiful.

You came up with a very nice saying,

...you can write about this in your other book too!

No, it's just like that.

Whatever you gave, you are now getting back with interest!

Do you know what I was going to tell you just now? - Oh, what were you going to say, Ertan?

I was going to say let's take your father to Australia.

Let him live with us, let him stay with us,

...I was going to say let's be together.

God! God!

You didn't want it at all?

You know, even if you died, you wouldn't live in the same house with Agah Beyoğlu, you Ertan!

Yes, I still think so, I still say so.

Huh! - But just for you,

...I just thought it would be like that for you.

Oh! So you were going to write me another debt, right Ertan?

Heh! You were going to write me another debt.

You actually owe me.

You owe me money, why should I tell you?

Because you have failed every job you have ever undertaken.

Then you see, aah!

Zuhal does something that makes money like this.

...that's why you didn't leave me.

You stayed with me for money, Ertan!

You stayed for the money!

Are others like that too?

Kim?

Did they also misbehave with you? Is that why you shot all those men?

There is a district called Kambura.

Years ago,

...fifty men there, (breath)

…raped a little girl.

And none of them were prosecuted.

So I went after these.

I killed what I caught.

Wow Wow wow.

So you have dispensed justice.

I did what was necessary.

Jacob!

We knew this guy, the leading maniac,

Turns out he was a hero!

Agah Effendi, are you a hero?

No I'm not! - What are you then?

I don't know!

Agah sir look!

Either you use this weapon, or this weapon uses you.

You have become a prisoner of this weapon!

You thought killing was a game!

Inside it is my brother, struggling on the ground,

...you burst out laughing. You laugh.

There is this place. This place does not forget!

He knows exactly what the hell he's doing.

I'm sorry, Destiny.

Don't apologize to me.

Apologize to Deva.

Saturn!

I am going.