Go Ahead (以家人之名)

Go Ahead

Episode 30

Let me see.

It's not scratched.

It's dirty.

Put the shoe on.

It's so late. What's wrong?

What can't you say out?

Brother He, my neck.

I'm strangled.

I'm strangled. My neck.

Ziqiu.

Ziqiu, she can't breathe.

Zhao Huaguang's son is five years old.

So Ziqiu is useless for him.

Why do adults have so many children?

Obviously, they don't like kids.

They don't like them, but the kids are helpful.

Parents can rest hopes on sons,

have sons to carry on family lines,

raise sons for their late years.

I can't understand that.

How could they act like that?

Can you give me another response.

Let me know what you're thinking.

How could you decide all?

You said it yourself,

that there is no relationship between us.

Why do you meddle in my affairs?

I didn't beg Zhao Huaguang in the toughest time.

I worked so hard

for I didn't want to beg Zhao Huaguang.

I would have come back after graduation.

I don't hate you though you deserted me that year.

Zhao Huaguang deserted me, but I don't hate him either.

I just think...

I feel a deep sense of shame.

Why is it me that is deserted every time?

Why is it me every time?

Did I do something wrong?

I think of that all the time.

But I can't figure it out.

I think I can't come back like this.

Why do I always look very dejected?

When I want to go home,

it's Li Jianjian and dad that take me in.

So I have to make money.

I must be rich when I'm back.

I'll open a coffee shop, Li Jianjian's favorite,

with the showcase full of her favorite desserts.

So she can eat as much as she wants

and will never eat them up.

I want everyone to know

that I'm doing very well, and have a good life.

I don't need pity.

I needn't depend on others.

I'll try my best to make money.

I'll treat dad and Li jianjian well.

I wanna make money,

so I can give all my best to those who never deserted me.

I'm sorry.

Don't say sorry.

I beg you.

You've had a new family and a new life.

According to the life you want in your mind,

live well, please.

Don't regret it.

Never regret it.

I beg you.

Why are you crying?

Let's go.

You can leave.

I'm sorry to trouble you.

I won't bother you any more.

Wow, it smells good.

You're making omelets.

Go out, in case oil splashes on you.

What can I do for you?

You can make the salad.

Okay.

Be careful. Don't cut your hand.

I'm better than you.

You forget that last time you cut yourself?

Don't bring up the past, okay?

Come on. The plate.

Jianjian.

Ziqiu gets up?

Get washed. We'll have the meal.

Okay.

Wake Lingxiao up.

Brother He, have a tomato.

As all three of you are here,

let's talk about what happened last night.

Dad.

Don't mention it.

Why?

I made it clear last night.

And you heard it.

As it has been said,

we needn't say it again.

Alright.

You are adults now,

and have your own ideas.

You didn't tell me about your things.

Even if you tell me, I can't solve them.

Dad, I don't mean that.

I've told you everything.

You hide many things from me.

Well, I'll do a self-criticism first.

I'm not a good dad.

Except that I make you meals

I can't do anything.

Again?

Dad, that's not true.

Don't interrupt me.

Let me finish it.

I felt confused sometimes.

I think we should let bygones be bygones.

If there's something we can't handle,

we just hold out and move forward,

and then we will overcome them.

So the three of you have been estranged these years.

I'm in the middle but I can't help you.

You don't need to help.

Well, I'm to blame for this.

My temper is bad.

I'm sorry.

It's my faults if you're not good.

Your mother died early.

I always feel sorry for you.

So even if you make mistakes,

I'm not willing to scold you.

To be honest,

I believe whatever you say.

I'm afraid of any trouble. Right?

Even if I know it, I can't solve it.

Well, I just escaped from it.

Dad Li, you think too much.

We've all grown up.

We can't always let you worry about our things.

Especially you, Ling Xiao.

You are different from Ziqiu.

I regard you as my son,

but you're not real.

So sometimes you are wronged,

I don't think I'm qualified.

I know sometimes you... are no less wronged than Ziqiu is.

You called me Dad Li for so many years.

But I don't care much for you.

I said we were a family,

but I didn't do as I said.

I don't dare to ask about this or that.

It's my fault.

Sometimes, mistakes the kids make are small ones,

while the adults make big mistakes.

However, the adults are not as brave as the kids,

and have no courage to admit the mistakes.

We're telling the truth now.

Ziqiu.

You can choose not to forgive your mother,

as she made those unforgivable mistakes.

But there are some things you must know.

Since she knew that you worked in a cafeteria last night,

she called Zhao Huaguang immediately

and cursed him for a while.

Then we drank a lot of wine

and talked a lot.

She also told me why she went to Shenzhen.

Hello, madam. May I help you?

Are you He Mei?

I'm not. Wait a minute.

He Mei.

Someone wanna see you.