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Love KKJ.

-Gil Da Ran, you...! -I'm first.

If what she just said is true, then I'm first.

Let's go.

I'm sorry.

For having such a bad daughter...

I'm truly sorry.

Is that really my sister?

That doctor deserves it.

So...

The person that stabs someone in the back... Will always get stabbed in the front.

Why did you do that?

I told you that all my memories are going to disappear.

I'm going to remember everything.

You're just going to get hurt and be in pain by yourself.

Even if it hurts...

I can't say that you never happened.

You're not going to...turn it into nothing?

I'm not doing that.

Since I told you what my heart feels for you is real.

The Gyung Joon that I liked definitely exists.

He exists now... And he'll exist in the future too.

I may lose all my memory...

I'm going to protect it.

And...

I'm going to tell you all about it when your memories have disappeared.

I may call you a crazy woman.

Since I'm already crazy right now... That won't be untrue.

Take a look...

Don't I look like a crazy woman?

Yeah...

You definitely don't look sane.

I went to the underwater city.

I found...this there.

You went...in that water?

You've really gone crazy, Gil Da Ran.

That's right.

Look at you...

You're all dirty and smelly...

Even if you... Lose your memory from a miracle...

I'm going to break the spell.

I'm going to hold tightly onto you... and not let you go.

I'm going to break it.

I'm not going to let you go.

For my bad daughter...

I don't even know how to apologize...

It's something I've already predicted.

Last time...

She told me that she'll let Yoon Jae go once he gets better.

-Our... Da Ran said that? -She said that she didn't have the right...

But... I didn't know it was because of a reason like that.

Sitting here any longer, and facing one another seems silly.

Let's leave.

Yes?

The hospital?

Gyung Joon is?!

His vitals were not looking very good, and he just now got stable.

His heart rate even peaked at a dangerous level.

I'll stay with him tonight in the hospital.

I'll... Stay by his side too.

Shall I call Yoon Jae?

Yoon Jae has a different kind of a problem right now.

We'll stay and keep an eye on him tonight...

And tell him about it when we see him some other time.

He didn't show any abnormal symptoms...

Just what could have caused this?

Don't you think it would be better for you to get washed up and change first?

No... I have to get used to looking like a woman out of her mind.

I may even have to tell you later on when you've lost your memory,

'Kang Gyung Joon, I love you.'

In preparation for that... I have to grow a thicker skin.

Because I won't remember anything...

I'll probably be stone-faced and cold to you.

What if you go away because you feel confused and intimidated?

Intimidated?

Did you just say intimidated?

Gyung Joon... Aren't these flowers pretty?

What...does it matter if they're pretty?

You gave me flowers as gifts the last time, and I'm sorry for having been rude about it.

You want me to pick these flowers for you? I'll pick these flowers for you.

You...can't be pulling out those flowers!

Hey lady! You can't be pulling those out!!

Gil Da Ran!

That lady...!

What is it? Are you with her?

That lady is crazy.

Yes, I think she is.

I'm sorry.

She's really...gone this way.

Gyung Joon...!

I'm sorry... I haven't done much for you, have I?

To make up for it, I'll give you these flowers.

You want me to sing you a song too? I'll sing for you.

I think that lady really must've gone crazy.

Seeing something like that...

Is what you call going completely and insanely out of your mind, right?

I was supposed to go to the moon with that woman...

But she's already become like a Martian.

If I could remember this... That would be awesome.

It's something I can tease you about for the rest of my life.

When I thought that you would remember everything...

There are too many things that I haven't done for you because I was scared.

I regret that the most.

Oh my...

No one took the ring that Teacher Gil took off earlier.

Oh my goodness... This looks expensive...

No matter how upset they were, they should've taken this...

I can't understand at all, throwing away an expensive ring just because things are over.

Since they threw it away, should I keep it?

That's mine.

I bought it. Give it to me.

This?

I bought it so that I could use it to lie...

But me having bought it is not a lie.

Give it to me.

I'm going to check into it.

But... Why are you still here by yourself when everyone else have already gone?

I'm going to leave now.

Uncle and aunt...

When Gyung Joon wakes up down the road...

Please make sure to tell Gyung Joon this...

The one that stood by Gyung Joon's side at all times...

Has only been Jang Ma Ri.

Of course, that's true...

The one that came to see Gyung Joon everyday and always protected him...

Was...you, Ma Ri.

The only one who has the right to be by Gyung Joon's side...

Is just me, even when you think about it, right?

Since Teacher Gil Da Ran is a traitor who doesn't even keep her promises...

She's going to get punished for it.

But...

Yoon Jae said that he cheated too.

Then shouldn't that be talked about too?

An eye for an eye?

Forget it.

Just to take some of the blame off of my daughter's wrongdoings...

It's wrong to put blame on their son and point out his wrongdoings.

Since Yoon Jae and Da Ran left together...

I'm sure they'll clear it up with each other.

Just who in the world is that KKJ?!

Since Yoon Jae dragged Da Ran out of there...

I'm sure he's talking to Da Ran about it.

Anyways, since they left like that... I bet things are frigid between them.

Since when did you start liking KKJ? Answer me honestly.

I don't really know.

Such a vague answer like that won't work.

Be clear about it and confess.

For the sake of the day when my memories have disappeared...

I hope that you cooperate in putting together a journal of the affection that we've shared.

The theater.

When you came to the theater... I had a feeling come over me.

You liked that whole tape thing, but you feigned innocence?

I was mistaken into thinking that I had fallen for the outer shell

I didn't think that I could have fallen for the real you.

Then...

Then... When did you finally realize it?

The park.

That was when I realized I was no longer going to wait for Yoon Jae...

And that I was searching for you.

I saw you sitting there crying at that time.

Really?

If I had known that you were crying because of me...

I wouldn't have made you cry after that.

After that, I felt disoriented and out of my mind.

I felt like I was going crazier by the minute.

That's why you used sewing and ironing to stick through it, right?

To distract yourself from falling for me?

Hey...

You're the one who's going to be losing the memory...

You have to write in the journal about what Kang Gyung Joon was feeling.

If I were to write about liking you, they'd all be very frustrating things!

You can't make it beautiful!

When I first told you that I liked you, you laughed at me and called me a blood clot fetus.

When I think about things like that, it just makes my blood boil.

You have to package it up into a beautiful package.

Why was it that I couldn't gather up my courage sooner, and told you that I liked you?

If I had...

I could've done much more beautiful things for you.

You can do better from now on.

Then I'll write in every single thing.

The shocking show you put on earlier... I'm going to make sure to write that in.

You just can't get enough of me, can you?

-No... I kind of feel blasé about it. -Liar. Your eyes are shooting hearts at me.

Sitting here like this...

I'm reminded of the time when Yoon Jae was sick before.

While looking at Yoon Jae lying in his hospital bed everyday...

It was so painful for me back then.

But...

While watching this child whom I haven't considered to be my own all this time...

Why is it my heart is feeling so much pain just like I had when Yoon Jae was sick?

I'll be leaving now.

I'm sure that my parents are still waiting up for their troublemaking daughter.

I'm going to go and tell them I'm breaking things up with Yoon Jae for sure.

In order not to confuse my family...

For the time being...

I won't be able to see you so freely.

I guess you're right.

Should we just run away to some rural countryside somewhere?

You know how difficult it was to clear everything up.

And... I'm never going to run away again.