Goodbye to Myself (さよなら私)

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Good morning... Kaoru.

Sayonara Watashi

Final Episode "The Happy Family"

'Morning.

Good morning... Haruko.

It's me, Tomomi.

Kento.

Are you okay?

Thank you... Kaoru.

Yes.

Thank you.

I'm back...

Yeah.

We're both back, aren't we?

Yeah.

Thank goodness.

My body has gotten this weak.

You acted so calmly in this body, Kaoru.

I had no idea whatsoever.

You were playing the martyr.

How like you, Kaoru.

I'm okay already.

Thank you.

I'll go it alone.

All right.

Kaoru.

I'm scared.

Get going to Kento-kun.

Yes.

Ah... 'Morning.

Good morning.

Good morning, Kento.

Mama, good morning.

Come to me.

Kento.

Kaoru?

What's the matter?

All right...

I understand.

I won't ask anything more.

What'll we play today?

We did sumo earlier...

Hey Kento, button up.

Next up is...

Kaoru, when you're done, some bread please.

Roger.

And then...

Haruko, carry these over please.

Yes!

This is an incredible breakfast, isn't it?

Itadakimasu!

Itadakimasu!

What should I eat?

Yum! Delicious!

Yummy!

It's "delicious" and not "yummy."

Seriously yummy!

It's "it's really delicious," isn't it?

And not, "seriously yummy."

Seriously yummy!

Oh!

Hey Kento-kun, don't go imitating these two.

It's seriously yummy, isn't it?

Yeah.

Hey, please stop that, geez...

Since Haruko came, it suddenly became like a comedy, didn't it?

Eh?

You're a happy person, aren't you Haruko?

Huh? What are you saying?!

Just think about my current situation.

I'll be on Hello Work from today on.

Don't know how long I might be able to work like this though.

And thing is, I haven't gone to the hospital yet.

I've got this "What'll I do," What'll I do?" feeling.

What's "Hello Work"?

Eh?

Hmm... How do I put it...

It means, "Hello there, work!"

Hello there, work!

Yeah!

Yeah!

Thing is... what was that about going to the hospital?

Eh?

Listen up, Shota, Taiki.

You guys are going to have a little brother or sister.

Mom...

...has a baby in her tummy.

Seriously?

Seriously.

Awesome!

Awesome!

Awesome!

That's right!

I am awesome!

It feels like, "Hello there, baby"!

Hello there, baby!

Hello there, baby!

Thank you!

I'm glad I have you dumb kids!

We're not dumb!

We're not dumb!

I'm not the dumb one.

Okay, let's confirm what we're doing today.

Shota and Taiki, you understand you have to be on the 7:40 train to school, right?

Yes!

Yes!

I'll be at the kindergarten!

Correct. You'll go with me.

And Haruko-san will pick you up.

Yes!

And, shopping for tonight's dinner is...

That's me!

Yes, that's all!

Ah... what about me?

House-sitting.

Yes.

Like a child.

I'm counting on all of you!

Yes!

Yes!

Okay, eat up!

Yes!

It's good.

Is it good?

The ham is delicious.

Is it good?

It's good!

Eat lots.

'Morning.

Good morning!

'Morning!

Good morning!

Yamazaki.

Yes, yes?

I suspect you've probably been thinking, "Kaoru-san's settled down a bit" recently.

Yes!

I'm back to who I was starting today.

Eh?

I figured...

Once alone, you suddenly become forlorn, don't you?

That's not true.

In that case, excuse me.

Won't you eat some of the cake I bought?

I'll eat some.

Here you go.

Thank you.

We finally have a chance to talk, right?

That's true.

Are you okay, Kaoru?

Me?

Doesn't it feel like you've cast off your skin?

Even though you tried your best to resolve yourself to it...

...you were then suddenly tossed out of me.

And so you're a little sad at not being Kento's Mama anymore.

Of course there's that feeling of relief when you think of how you won't die anymore...

...but when you consider how I feel... it's painful.

I feel offended.

How did you know?

Because I was you until just a little while ago.

Because I was Tomomi until just a little while ago, too...

...shall I guess what it is you're thinking right now?

That's okay.

Itadakimasu.

Bon appetite.

Delicious, isn't it?

Delicious, isn't it...

I have a favor to ask of you.

Shall I guess what it is?

Are you okay?

Yeah.

Let's go.

I see...

You're going to disappear.

Yeah.

You're an undutiful child.

Dying before your parent does.

I'm sorry.

But... I thought I should say this.

Mom.

I...

...hated you.

Of course I understood.

That your being strict with me...

...was your love for me.

But...

Yet even so...

...I hated you.

I hated not being able to meet your expectations.

That's why I ran away from you.

Yes.

I...

...wanted to be like Kaoru.

Like Kaoru...

...I wanted to be a person who lived properly without being irresolute, even if it was painful.

And then I...

...became Kaoru.

I became Kaoru for a time.

It's okay if you don't understand what I mean, though.

I am destined...