Find Yourself (Zi Shen Shao Nv De Chu Lian / 资深少女的初恋)

How could you do this?

You didn't tell me after you found out!

I said so many silly things unknowingly!

How could I tell you?

Ms. He wanted to hide it.

I couldn't just announce it, right?

Besides, I only found out a few days ago.

Like you, I said a lot of silly things too.

This is ridiculous.

How can I, the Queen of Gossip, miss out on such news?

This is too ridiculous.

Don't spread it.

I know.

What's going on between Yuan Song and Ms. He now?

Not long ago,

Yuan Song still liked Ms. He.

Now,

I think they're really just friends.

Friendship between men and women?

There must be something going on.

What can there be?

Think about it.

If Yuan Song and Ye Luming both liked you,

who would you pick?

Me?

Are you feeling giddy?

In terms of dating, I'd pick Yuan Song for sure!

As for marriage,

I'd pick Mr. Ye!

That's right.

Think about it.

Ms. He is already in her 30s.

No matter how you think about it,

she should choose Mr. Ye for a better future.

Can't you live life in a more capricious and reckless way?

A reckless life is only for those with financial freedom.

Normal people like us

have to plan wisely.

After all,

life is like walking on thin ice.

It's tough to be human

and even more as a woman.

But being a 30-year-old unmarried woman

is even tougher.

-Drink up. -Drink up.

Hey. Are we going to sing or not?

Of course! I want to sing "Ten-Minute Romance!"

A ten-minute romance

May be a little short

Your smile takes away all the regrets I have in my heart

Class is over

A ten-minute romance

All of me belongs to you

I hope that we will never part

If you win,

I'll be your girlfriend.

How about that?

You're way off. That's great!

Why are you so silent?

Are you still thinking about how you missed the last shot?

No.

Then why do you seem so disappointed?

Aren't you happy working with Luo Wenyue?

Says who?

You.

Whatever she does, you follow her.

I do not!

You said that if I won, you would date me.

It was a joke, right?

Who would joke about that?

You could have just told me you were kidding.

Then I wouldn't feel so bad.

Now I think I've ruined my life

with my own hands.

Never mind.

I should earn more money and buy a house first.

Let me be clear.

Wishing to live in a 200-square-meter house

is just a rumor.

I didn't say it.

It's not for you.

Don't be so full of yourself.

Say that again!

-You hit me? -Say that again!

Can't I state the truth?

What's wrong? Did I hit your wound?

Let me see. Are you okay?

I'm sorry.

Today, I couldn't win.

Maybe, this is how our lives go.

We didn't win,

but we didn't come in last anyway.

Don't worry.

I will be more successful in the future.

Mrs. Chang told me that you have a switch.

It's true indeed.

Fine.

Since you looked cool while you were bowling today,

I'll take that you've won.

You'll take that I've won?

What does that mean?

What do you mean by that?

What do you mean?

It means you look cool when you bowl.

What do you mean I look cool?

Do you want to have tea at my place?

Tea? At this hour?

YUAN SONG

YUAN SONG

Today's progress...

Amazing! You got a strike!

Yuan Song, eat up.

Thanks for teaching me how to bowl today.

He's a really good player.

Dad.

What are you doing here?

I...

I don't know.

Did you forget what you were doing?

Yes.

What was I trying to do?

It's late. Did you want to go to the washroom?

Yes. I remember now.

The washroom.

-Washroom. -Be careful.

You...

Why are you here?

Aren't you going to bed?

What's wrong?

Dad.

I'm sorry.

What are you saying?

Why are you sorry?

I'm sorry, Dad.

Don't cry, child.

I'm sorry.

I'm truly sorry.

What's wrong?

In this world, I realized

that there are things that I can't do no matter how hard I try.

There are things that I can't control no matter how hard I try.

And there are things that I can't change

no matter how hard I try.

Let's meet tonight.

-Slow down. -Sorry, I got caught in traffic.

Why didn't you tell me earlier?

It's not a big deal.

Look. Tiantian is all good.

Are you really naming him Tiantian?

Tiantian is good!

It means being happy every day.

Why not name him Happy then?

Happy?

Happy is good too. I can do that.

No, Tiantian is better.

Tiantian, our Tiantian, little Tiantian.

He kicked me!

Are you crazy? He kicked you?

What are you going to do later?

I want to go shopping and have lunch.

Are you free? Join me.

Have you forgotten? I'm unemployed.

I have nothing but time to spare.

They sell dresses.

-This one's nice. -It's fine.

Let's take a look.

Welcome!

It's nice.

I don't wear this kind of dress.

It suits you more.

Try a new style.

When your belly gets bigger,

wear it with a jacket and you're all set.

Buy it for me then.

Is this how you exploit an unemployed middle-aged woman?

I'm about to raise a child alone.

I need to save up.

I really think that you should tell Tiantian's dad about this.

After all, hiding things and having others hide things from you,

both feel terrible.

If Dongyang knows that you call him Tiantian's dad, he'd go crazy.

He really hates kids.

But you're right.

As the biological dad, he has the right to know.

I'll consider it again.

I've been thinking.

It's always easier to make decisions on other people's problems.

You may feel sympathetic

because you've had a similar experience,

but things like empathy

just doesn't exist.

Yes.

I've been reflecting on myself too.

When I was mediating relationships before, did I speak as if I were God?

I spoke the facts.

Yes, onlookers see things more clearly.

As an onlooker,

I have to remind you.

They always say that women in love are prettier.

Look at you.