Lot Lizard

- How many is in there?

30.

It's a party.

They say it's a party.

You wanna join?

Huh?

They say it's a party.

You wanna join?

- If there's some money at the party.

- There's always money at the party, you know that.

- Don't do that because I'm serious.

- I'm serious, come here, come here.

Get up here, let me talk to you, baby.

- Growing up, growing up I never.

I always looked down on the girls

that I see walking with their ass out.

Well, you know walking with, you know what I'm saying,

these little clothes on and what not.

And I'm like, ugh, you know, she's a ho.

But, I ain't never think I would do something like that.

I was like, I can't sell my body for money.

There ain't that much money in the, no, shoot.

Once you do it, you know, and you see how easy it is,

to make like, I don't mean to talk like this,

but make somebody come in like two minutes,

for 60, 80, 100 bucks,

it grows on you

and it grows fast.

It's almost like an addiction.

Not my mom, not my dad, my brothers,

nobody has to help me.

I did this on my own.

Look what I had to do to get it,

but I got it.

And who can take it from me?

See what I'm sayin', so.

I love it, I love it.

- Baby, you want a piece of orange?

- You know, I really hate wearing makeup.

I'm a tomboy at heart, I always have been.

I think it helps me to make more money.

It helps me look more girly.

And, more, you know what I mean?

And it's just when I'm doing my hustle.

And dealing with truck drivers, it is what it is.

There's no reason why a woman should be broke.

Should not have some type of financial options.

No reason.

Unless she's closed minded, judgmental,

or socially incapable of performing a hustle.

Because she wants to be accepted by society.

I've never heard of something so ridiculous in my life.

Now, who wants to be accepted by society?

Society is sick.

It's making people

kill themselves,

kill other people.

Love you.

- You want to ask some questions?

Ask some questions.

Yelling on the radio, anyone want commercial?

And this and that, that means pussy for sale.

My mom?

Yeah.

My mom's a--

Mitchell.

My mom's a catholic woman.

I mean, she don't cuss, she don't do anything--

Mitch!

I need to take a break.

Are you gonna take my truck and leave?

(murmurs)

- You wanted me to place an order and I did.

- Yeah, I wanted to go, I didn't want to

.

- This attitude is because she's jonesin' for crack.

There's no sense in this.

She asked me to do her a favor.

I did it and now it's not good enough.

And I gave my keys to a crack whore.

You see how they get over on ya.

So easy, ain't it?

- I'm just, you take Vincent Highway

down if you want and stop at a store,

if you can on the way there,

'cause I really want to get a fountain drink

and some dog food.

I mean, I've been out there

in the pouring down rain and shit,

but there's days when you don't feel money.

You know, I don't feel it or like right now,

I'm just burned, I'm at that truck stop every damn day.

And you get burned out, you know what I mean.

And you get seen all the time

and then you get hot and then

you know, truckers don't believe,

they think you're just down, you're a lot lizard.

They don't give you nothing I don't earn.

My time is valuable.

They pay me for my time.

If nothing happens, but I sit there

and tell them they're assholes,

it's still my time.

I can't get that back.

- I could walk off the white line.

Can I have a kiss?

- Did you get candy for Zach?

Yes, I did.

Okay, cool.

- I love living with my mom

because I never get to see her.

She used to live on the street.

She used to have to, um,

sleep in her car.

She used to smoke pot.

She used to smoke cigarettes.

She used to do everything.

She used to be grumpy.

She used to be mean.

She used to be horrible.

It was really sad, I used to cry a lot

because I wanted my mom.

I pinkie swear that I'll go to bed

when you tell me to.

I won't have a fight.

I'll wake up in the morning.

I promise, I promise, I promise.

I pinkie swear on your soul.

If I don't do all those things you die.

I'm so excited.

Well, this would be the kitchen area.

No bathtub, but we have a shower

that I can almost touch the roof in.

This will be where I'll be washing myself.

Cleansing all my sins and all my pain away.

I will never lose this house, ever.

I will never leave this house

unless it's because I'm moving to a bigger house.

It will be a choice.

I will never, ever, God willing, will I ever be dependent

on somebody else to provide me some place to live

and something to eat.

I am fully, like 98%, self-sufficient.

That's a really good feeling.

- Truck drivers get a bad rap, you know,

when you see them at the truck stop

and you got the lot lizards running around

and that's not to say that there ain't some of those guys

that are doing that.

And they've got the drug dealers running around

and that's not to say that there aren't some guys

that are doing that.

But predominantly, the average, everyday truck driver,

is just another person like me and you

trying to get along in a job that's real tough to do

and very under appreciated.

You go into your local Wal-Mart

to buy whatever it is, bread, food, whatever,

a truck brought that stuff there.

There ain't no train tracks that pull up

to the back of Wal-Mart and they unload it from the train.

It got there on a truck.

And I feel like most people don't understand

the fact that truck drivers are the heart and soul

that makes this country run.

If the trucks stop, the whole country stops.

This is my house.

This is where I spend a lot of time

just laying back watching TV.

This part up here is the work area.

RPM, speedometer, volts.

Pretty much basically the same as, uh,

same as your car, just more of it.

Airhorn.

- This is where the food is supposed to go.

Clothes on this side.

Microwave up here.

This is my TV.

Some storage here.

And a little flat screen TV.

This is my bed.

You're in my living room right now.

These walls get small.

These walls close in on you.

You know, being in this truck

can actually make you crazy.

That, that's her right there.

That is a female lady in a driver's truck

somewhere talking to other drivers.

She's just, she's just asking if anybody out there

wants to have sex with her.

Without verbally saying will somebody have sex with me.

- I need somebody to beam me over.

Arch my back, tilt my ass up--

Yeah, see that's

They'll talk dirty, filthy dirty to each other.

Or they'll work out a deal.

She'll go to his truck and

she will actually, okay, you want this?

This is how much it's gonna be.