Grey's Anatomy

This job isn't easy.

The sheer amount of pressure and loss

that we square off against every day...

...can leave you exhausted...

...or helpless.

You're okay. You're okay.

You're going to need to find an outlet for the stress.

...maybe it's emotional...

Hey, buddy. Hey!

Hi. Oh, you're so big.

Mommy misses you both so much.

I love you, Mommy.

I love you. I miss you.

...maybe it's family...

...but trust me, you're not going to survive residency

unless you have a happy place...

...somewhere that you can just escape it all.

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I need another ABD.

Why aren't we there yet?

We're going as fast as we can without crashing.

Uh...

You need to tell them it's him so they're ready.

Okay, Carina, I know you are scared, but this isn't helping.

"B."

"B"? "B" what, buddy?

"B" positive. That's my blood type.

We'll call ahead and make sure they know.

Give me a 4x4.

Andrea, you are gonna be okay, Andrea, okay?

Okay?

Val Ashton.

Two days post extended liver resection.

LFTs are still elevated.

Blood cultures are growing gram-negative bacteria.

How are you feeling? Any tenderness or nausea?

Honestly, I think I can get out of bed

and do a couple laps.

She's still septic.

Start her on Levophed, add an antifungal,

and order a repeat CT.

You feel like crap, and you're acting like you don't.

Why would I...

So I'll let you out of bed so you can see Luna.

I've tried this your way.

It isn't working.

Val, I know that this...

Please don't say you know how this feels,

because I like you, and I want to keep liking you.

But unless you've had a baby that you haven't

been allowed to hold or even see in person her whole life,

you don't know.

I finally got ahold of Luna's father.

He signed over his parental rights.

Isn't that what you wanted?

Yeah.

But I expected at least a little fight.

Not a text back that says, "Good luck."

Baby emoji.

So, yes, I feel like crap.

I feel sick down to my bones that I made a child

with someone who doesn't even care she exists.

Let's get the sepsis under control,

and then we can talk about seeing Luna.

They were out of oat milk, so it's gonna be almond.

Savages.

Right?

Mm.

Hmm.

You should eat.

Coffee first.

And I don't need a speech about breakfast

and nutrients for my brain because my brain

is finally turned off.

I'd like to keep it that way for as long as possible.

Want to get some fresh air?

We could go for a walk.

I'm right where I want to be.

Maggie, I don't know if you are asleep

or if you are ignoring me or the world entirely, but call.

Still nothing?

Uh, she could be passed out on the floor from COVID,

and no one would know.

Or... Or she could be hit by a car on the I-94

on the way to Wyoming.

What's in Wyoming? I don't know.

But one sister's on a vent and the other one is missing,

and the last time a sibling was missing,

he was dying on the side of the road, so...

Is my mommy gonna die?

Uh...

It's okay. You can tell me.

Come on, Zo. Let's go inside.

I called up to the blood bank

to have type "B" blood on standby.

Hopefully, it's a sign.

You know, "be positive"?

Rig's here.

Carina, what the hell?

It's Andrea. What?

Stab wound to the abdomen, possibly into the chest.

Slightly hypotensive and tachycardic after

one liter of NS.What happened?

He was following a sex trafficker,

and she attacked him.

They got her. I-I think I'm okay.

DeLuca, try not to talk. It's Dr. Hunt.

You're at Grey-Sloan. Let's get him to trauma one.

Let's move. Schmitt, let's go.

Owen. Yeah?

Please save him. Please.

Okay.

There's fluid in his abdomen and around his heart.

How you feeling, DeLuca? Like I got stabbed.

Chest films are up.

Okay, let me see.

DeLuca, you have a hemothorax.

I'm gonna have to place a chest tube, okay?

Great. Schmitt, hang another unit.

Here it comes. Ready?

BP's still dropping.

Okay, let's call the O.R.

Tell them we're on our way up, okay?

Hey, I want to go with him.

Carina, no.

Andrea, I want to come with you.

Carina, he's right. Please.

Okay, ready? We good?

Oh, God.

Okay, good. Let's go. Move.

Uh, Dr. Webber.

Um...

There's a...

a huge trauma that just came in, and, um...

Well, did Hunt ask for help?

No. Uh...

Did he ask you to come to stare at me?

It's, uh...

It's DeLuca.

He's been stabbed, and, um, I saw him,

and I-I wish I hadn't,

but, um, I did, and I thought you should know.

Hey!

Hey yourself.

Impressive.

Your turn.

Let's see what you got.

Okay.

There you go.

Just gotta put a little bit more muscle into it.

Yeah.

You know, this isthe first time in my life

I can ever remembernot feeling competitive.

Is this your life?

What?

Well, you said the first time in your life,

but I don't know.

I'm not so sure.

Are we alive?

I think so.

You look good.

The beach suits you.

You too.

I made Zola a grilled cheese.

She's watching a moviewith the other two.

Did you actually say anything?

Ellis interrupted usbefore we got too far.

Which feels like divine intervention

because I have no ideawhat I would say.

I mean, I can't lie because... lying.

And Zola's so smart she'd just see right through it.

So you're just gonna keepmaking grilled cheeses?

Are you just gonna walk for two hours

every time Scout needs to sleep?

You want to see what happens when I stop?

I'm sorry. I need Maggie.

Maggie is thoughtful and levelheaded,

and I know I have to tell Zola the truth,

but I need help knowing how to tell her the truth.

She's not picking up. I have to go get her.

W-What? No, you haven't slept.

You can't stand still. You're not driving.

You haven't slept either.

Okay, deep breaths.

We'll figure this out.

Um, I-I'll just call somebody that can find Maggie.

Who?

I don't know.

Ooh.

Hey, where's Carina?

Uh, they headed up to the chapel.

Okay, can you tell her that DeLuca is stable

and he's on his way to the O.R.?

Yeah. Thanks.

Who's that?

Uh, it's the woman DeLuca was following.

Detectives need her photo.

Why? You... You know her?

She was here last night, and I treated her.