From Survivor to Healer (Ai Shang Ni Zhi Yu Wo / 爱上你治愈我)

It's okay. Let go of your hand now.

I know you feel wronged. So today, you can vent out

all of your negative emotions and anger.

Do you remember this piece of clothing?

I remember. It was from the first time that we met.

How do you feel when you see this piece of clothing?

I hate it.

Let's now try to vent your hatred, okay?

Now, we have gotten rid of the most superficial crux,

which is putting down your hatred towards him.

And you can only grow by directly facing the crux deep within your heart.

You thought you hated him? You're actually hating yourself.

You hate yourself for being a coward and not fighting.

You hate how you loved him with no dignity but still could not keep him.

Have you ever thought about whether he really wanted your devotions?

You don't understand him nor understand yourself,

because you're too afraid of losing someone.

So even without love, you still want to grasp him tightly.

You're only lying to yourself.

I don't want to be like this anymore!

I don't want to!

I don't want to! I don't want to!

I don't want to!

He doesn't love me.

He isn't worthy of me being upset over him.

Yang Yang, you know

that only if we love ourselves can we have the ability to love others.

Come with me.

Go on.

If there's anything you want to say, say it all out.

That's right.

Perhaps the person I love doesn't exist in the real world.

He was just the ideal you in my mind.

I wasted too much of my time.

But even if that was only my imagination and that I was being naive,

I wasn't wrong. I won't hurt myself anymore

because you're not worth it.

Yang Yang, I'm sorry.

I've let you down.

Treat this as the last thing I can do for you.

Even though our breakup back then was so awkward,

I'm really grateful for those days that we'd been together. Really.

Thank you.

I wish you happiness in the future.

Take care.

Why are we breaking up?

I have a reason in my heart.

Not suitable? We've been together for three years and now you tell me that we're not suitable?

You even told me that you'd bring me to see your mom next month.

Why?!

It's just that reason!

Bastard!

"Do not go gentle into that good night,

Old age should burn and rave at close of day;

Rage, rage against the dying of the light.

Though wise men at their end know dark is right,

Because their words had forked no lightning they

Do not go gentle into that good night.

Good men, the last wave by, crying how bright

Their frail deeds might have danced in a green bay,

Rage, rage against the dying of the light.

Wild men who caught and sang the sun in flight,

And learn, too late,

they grieved it on its way,

Do not go gentle into that good night.

And you, my father,

there on the sad height, Curse,

bless, me now with your fierce tears, I pray.

Do not go gentle into that good night.

Rage, rage against the dying of the light."

You all can see

that Dylan Thomas wrote this poem for his middle-aged dying father.

- He wants to trigger his father's will to fight with death. -

A doctor from Sikang Hospital. A visiting professor.

There are different people in the poem using different voices to declare war with death.

Even though we are deep in the mud, we are still yelling loudly.

And what us doctors can do

isn't to help the patient walk out of their darkness,

but to lead them and encourage them.

We will slowly pick the right timing and right place

to help them open the doors in their hearts, and guide them to walk out by themselves.

So, at this time, trust is the most important.

Hello?

Doctor Yan, a patient just came. He got reported to the police because of s violent tendency.

He has been changed into a straitjacket, but he is still very emotional. Please hurry and come back to the hospital.

Okay. Please calm the patient and I will be there shortly.

Let's end here today. Class adjourned.

Xiao Fei, calm down.

We put you on these clothes to prevent you from harming yourself.

Stop wasting time on me.

We're trying to help you.

You guys are helping a culprit!

According to my judgment of Yang Fei, he has very good self-restraint and orientation.

His current symptoms aren't within the scope of a mental cognitive disorder.

The reason he behaves like that might be due to overwhelming psychological stress.

Who didn't grow up like that?

A real man is a product of multiple grievances.

What did Yang Fei suffer from?

He...

Do you still want to cure your son?

I think...

he doesn't have any illness.

He just has a bad temper which he inherited from me.

I asked him to learn piano.

He is so stubborn. He doesn't want to take piano level exams.

That's why we started fighting.

Do you really want to cure your son?

What do you mean?

What I mean is that if you really want to cure your son,

then I suggest that you come here with your son to have family treatment.

Are you sick?

What treatment do I have to do? Is that necessary? What hospital is this?

Enough, enough, enough. Hurry and let him get discharged.

Mr. Yang, you misunderstood.

- You don't have a dad! - So what?

That's right.

Lee Xin, hurry and go!

Stop right there!

[The patient has violent tendencies. When he encounters a problem, he tends to resolve it with force...]

- Little brat, do you know who the two of us are? - I don't.

If you don't know then I'll let you know.

What are you guys doing?

Where did you come from, little brat?

Who are you?

What are you doing? Let me tell you, don't be a nosy body. Do you want to get beaten?

- Get lost! - Shuren.

From what school are you two from?

- Let's go. - Stop right there!

How are you? Are you hurt?

No.

Tell me. Why are you always fighting with your classmates?

They're bad people.

I know you were trying to help earlier,

but why are frequently fighting with your classmates lately?

They all say that I don't have a dad. They're all bad people.

Shuren, I know that you had always been your father's pride.

But regarding the issue of you fighting with others,

if your classmates or your father know about it,

what do you think your father would hope that you would do?

He doesn't like me fighting.

Shuren, in the future, if you dream of your father again,

or when you think of your father, use a pen to write it down.

Tell your father that you miss him. I believe that he'll know about it.

I know you like reading books. I'm giving you this.

I hope you and Xiao Doudou can become friends.

Thanks, Uncle Chen.

Thanks.

I should be the one thanking you.

How does it feel?

Really great.

People nowadays live fast-paced lives and have lots of pressure.

So, it's very easy for them to develop anxiety.

A reasonable catharsis can effectively relieve negative feelings and let you face your life with a healthier mindset.

Such a healing method is called catharsis therapy.

Did anyone ever tell you

that when you talk about psychology, you're really sexy?

Can I invite you to dinner tonight?

Is this the actual reason why you invited me out today?

No, today I...

You're about to lie.

How did you know?

But my best friend is coming to visit me. You have to invite two people.

[Increase the cheekbone by 0,02. Make the face narrower by 0,03. Make the chin thinner.]

This way, please.

Come on. Let's order.

Hey! Are you here to eat or look at the girls?

What do you mean looking at girls? I am looking at materials.

Then you continue doing so. I will get going.

Hey! Sit down. It wasn't easy to take time out to have a meal together.

Good thing, you still know that. We're ordering.

- Hello. - Thanks.

Are you prepared?

Prepared for what?

- Why are you touching my ankle? - Sorry.

It's for you. Don't ask why and don't ask what it is.

Open it when you get home.

It's definitely useful.

Disgusting.

Old Yan, I realized a problem today.

Looking at these people walking around, everyone's faces are showing troubles and desires.

As a very experienced psychiatrist, don't you have the desire to save them?

Other people's problems don't need my saving.

But that desire of you wanting to use your knife on everyone you see, you really should come to me and I will treat you.

As an experienced plastic surgeon,

it's my career instinct to look for potential customers.

I don't dare to talk too much with your ability to use a scalpel.

But for the whole noontime, what did your instinct tell you?

Let me share it with you.

Give me the menu.

Look at the girl sitting at your left rear in the 5 o'clock direction.

There's nothing.

Left rear. 5 o'clock direction. That girl.

Left rear. 5 o'clock direction.

Her eye contact is erratic and her movements are stiff.

She shows mild anxiety.

She is avoiding intentionally whenever someone walks by her.

She probably has social phobia.

Are you out of your mind? You want me to analyze someone in public?

It's against the principles of psychiatry.

She's been staring at the boy sitting across from her for a long time, but she doesn't have the courage to say hi.