A Quest for God

Reality Films.

- What is the meaning of existence?

Is there a god, the grand architect?

Is there a truth searched for by countless generations

and lost in the mists of time?

The drive to find the answer to the ultimate question

may well be over for today we have new science

and new terminology to explain and expound

upon the biggest of truths.

The answer may not be what we expect,

it may not be the god we have been led to believe in,

but it may very well answer some of the most

profound questions man has ever asked.

John Steinbeck said in The Log from the Sea of Cortez,

"Man is related inextricably to all reality,

"known and unknowable.

"Plankton, a shimmering phosphorescence under sea,

"and the spinning planets,

"and an expanding universe,

"all bound together by the elastic string of time.

"It is advisable to look from the tide pool to the stars

"and then back to the tide pool again."

The universe is an awe-inspiring place,

a macrocosmic tide pool filled with galaxies

and it's also quite empty to our perceptions.

Around 10 to 15 billion years ago, existence began,

and time erupted into a void of nothingness,

with the comically named Big Bang.

The term was in fact given by Fred Hoyle,

the infamous astronomer,

who paradoxically believed in a totally different concept

he called the Steady State Theory,

whereby the universe gradually emerges,

rather than in one incredible explosion.

Today, scientists have all but proven the Big Bang Theory,

with measurements of red and blue shift,

the coming towards and going away

seen in the red and blue extremes of the light spectrum.

In addition to this, at the end of the last century,

scientists discovered background radiation signatures

from the very first cosmic moments, the Big Bang.

In these early moments of a new existence,

the mathematical equations for all things

were being worked out from the initial chaos.

Mathematical laws underpin the fabric of the universe,

not just atoms, but people, stars, and galaxies.

Inside every atom, there are beautiful

mathematical forces binding them together,

and these bind everything else,

our skin, the land, the planets, and gravity itself.

Inside every atom, there is also a huge space,

an empty void, little understood by science.

And not surprisingly, the same thing occurs

in the vastness of space.

We term this void dark matter

because we do not understand it.

It is like the mind.

What we see is consciousness,

the part of our mind we are aware of,

and it's also within our mind,

this dark matter we call the unconscious world.

We are only aware of this world in our dreams

in conscious, lucid dreaming.

The average concentration of atoms in the universe

is 0.2 atoms per cubic meter.

This is what we see, 4% of what is actually in existence.

In fact, most of the material in the universe

emits no light, no infrared heat, no radio waves,

or any other kind of radiation,

and so it is consequently almost impossible to detect.

We have to dream of its existence.

We have to infer its properties from what we know.

How true this is of our own unconscious self,

and if consciousness is but 4% of our mind that we can see,

then how much more is there to know?

Scientists have found almost weightless

and electrically neutral particles called neutrinos.

These are exotic particles

that go right through the Earth itself.

In truth, they are like neurons firing in our brains,

the thought particles, but incredibly,

just as the neutrino is electrically neutral,

we, too, have to be in a neutral state

to understand and access our unconscious world.

We have to be neither awake nor asleep.

If a correlation were drawn between ourselves

and the greater universe,

then the galaxies of light would be the conscious world

and dark matter would be the unconscious.

We are in a remarkable likeness to the universe

to what some would call God.

Clement of Alexandria said,

"For the image of God is his word,

"the genuine son of mind, the divine word,

"the archetypal light of light."

The image of the word is the true man.

This word is a vibration from the very heart

of the creation, from the heart of dark matter.

It is a mathematical equation fostering life,

light, and mind.

And as we shall see, the form of the crystal,

configured just like that of the universe,

and indeed our own mind, is also mainly empty space.

It is in this space that scientists store

and harness vast amounts of information.,

in the dark matter of the crystal.

Saint Augustine said,

"The universe was brought into being

"in a less than fully formed state,

"but there is more to transform itself

"from unformed matter into a truly marvelous array

"of structured life forms."

That gifting spoken of by Saint Augustine

is now known by scientists as a mathematical equation,

but this does not reveal a purpose, a why.

Instead, it only reveals how it was formed.

The answer to why may well be found

within the mind of what could only be called God.

A series of special numbers now exist

which explain how all things work.

From the atom to the largest sun,

gravity, electromagnetism, time,

light, and all manner of phenomena

emerged with the interlinked

and intertwined mathematical strands

that unite all things together.

What was created was a wonderful, crystal-like structure,

often termed the matrix.

Max Planck said,

"We must assume behind this force

"the existence of a conscious and intelligent mind."

This mind is the matrix of all matter.

We, as humans, are poised at the very center

of this incredible force.

It would take as many humans to make up the mass of the sun

as there are atoms within each one of us.

The sun is a billion meters in diameter

and a molecule is a billionth of a meter.

We are perfectly situated in between.

This is perfection in a mathematically balanced nature,

and yet we are unaware of our special position.

Our size and our position in the solar system

is crucial for life to exist as it does.

It is the nature of number that allows this wonder,

an equation first stimuli such as taught,

and according to Max Planck, the mind of the Big Bang.

Molecules, living cells, minerals are all formed

by atoms combining together in special mixes

to create different substances.

All are atoms, all are particles,

all have sub-nuclear particles,

and the galaxies themselves are held in position

by these sub-nuclear particles.

What scientists do not yet know

is the ultimate question for them:

what is the synthesis between the cosmos

and the quantum world?

What is the thread that links the quantum to the cosmos?

It is because of divisioning language

a perception that this answer cannot be found,

but we will discover the secret wave-like thread

and find that if we pull upon it,

we shall unravel the mysteries of the universe.

The word crystal is derived over time

from several languages, including Greek and Latin,

and means variously ice or hard, solid surface.

The word itself does not sum up the beautiful nature

of the structure of the crystal,

nor the vast, untapped depths of its inner spaces,

the void within, and yet within the mathematical equations

and the wonder of the crystalline form

can be found great depth.

The universe is often said to be of crystalline form,

a series of strings and lattices, a matrix of creation

of platonic forms built one upon the other,

from the very particle in the atom

to the solar system within the galaxy.

From the vast universe

and down to the formations of galaxies,

and even further down to our very own DNA,

the forms and structures of the crystal can be found.

When water turns to ice,

we see beautiful crystal forms appear,

snowflakes and ice crystals.

Humans themselves are composed of mainly water

and so we are fluid crystal forms ourselves.

Even our society forms in crystalline shapes as we

merge together, as if drops within the ocean of humanity,

but we are also whole people within a greater whole itself.

Water is a fluid substance, a cleansing substance.

It has been seen across time as a sacred domain,

a world linked inextricably to the unconscious self.

It mirrors the vibrations of the world

and even the solar and lunar system around it.

The molecular structure of water

is even actually affected by crystals.

The sea itself moves in wave-like form in accordance

with the gravitational push and pull of the moon.

It is part of a greater whole,

pulled by the wave-like force of gravity.