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My name is Zinar. My father is a neutralized terrorist.

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My father will kill you.

My father will kill you!

Bam!

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Taksim everywhere, resistance everywhere!

Everywhere Taksim everywhere resistance!

Everywhere Taksim everywhere resistance!

Everywhere is Taksim…

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Ahmed brother.

Brother Ahmet, are you okay? Are you okay, Ahmet brother?

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By resisting, we will win!

Direne direne kazanacağız! Direne direne…

The road to death

It is nothing but the renunciation of consciousness from the body.

One… to take a step.

I have one last thing left to do.

To walk towards that sad voice calling me.

To face Zinar.

Isn't that why I'm not writing anyway?

İnsan bu dünyadaki acıyı nereye koymalı?

Acılarımızı saklayacak bir yer var mı?

Yeterince kuyu, ev, dükkân. Sanırım yok.

İyi misin? İyi misin?

Direne direne kazanacağız!

Direne direne kazanacağız!

Direne direne kazanacağız!

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Abi, bak, korkutuyorsun beni.

Gazdan oluyor gazdan.

Abi, ben senin doktorunu arıyorum ya.

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Alo. Alo, doktor bey, benim Marilyn.

Hani Ahmet abinin arkadaşı olan.

Ahmet abi yine bayıldı. Sokakta buldum, iyi değil gibi.

Getireyim mi size müsaitseniz? -

Tamam, tamam, doktor bey, tamam biz geliyoruz.

Tamam, tamam, tamam. Bir yarım saate oradayız. Tamam, doktor bey.

Tamam.

İyi misin? -Gazdan oldu.

Abi, ne gazdanı ya? Bu kaçıncı?

Ha?

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Tümör çok ölümcül bir yerde.

Ve sanki biraz hızlı büyüyor.

Bu yüzden bir an önce ameliyat olman lazım.

Ya teacher, the tumor is in my head. You worry.

I am aware of the seriousness of the situation.

let this novel be over

I'll lie down on the cold table right away, don't worry, promise.

You were saying that I will go to a Gabar, I will finish the novel there, what happened?

I'm thinking of going over the weekend, let's see.

There are some gaps, if I can remember them,

If I can fill in the blanks, maybe I'll finish the novel huh.

Will I be able to remember what I forgot after the surgery?

Maybe. But of course, the operation must be successful first.

What if it's not successful?

That the surgery is a risky surgery

We talked to you, Ahmet. That's how I remember it.

Risk, risk of death.

All your surgeries.

How much time do I have?

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One, two months. Maybe a little more.

Good. Good.

O product, blood in my brain,

that little pea of ​​pus and cartilage.

It now has a name.

The face of fate.

My death will not be a gray-haired death.

This is everything.

My son? - Cemil?

Cemil. - Cemil.

Ah, who hit my son?

Zinar come in!

Slow, slow.

Stop. Go right, go right, go right, go right.

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Let's meet in the evening.

Azad arrived yesterday. He said to be at the border at night in five days.

There will be others who will go there like us.

We will meet them there and cross the border together. too much for us--

Too much near us-- -

I will come to pick you up at midnight in five days. Don't weigh your load.

Ahmet brother.

I came. - Ahmet brother.

Ahmet brother.

Where is your key?

Ahmed brother.

Friends with Serap sister, Cengiz sister.

Can they rest with you for a few hours?

No, there are 12 people downstairs with me, but we haven't slept for 24 hours.

I am so hungry.

Love it bro, you didn't eat anything.

What happened, didn't you like it?

I ate out all the time these days.

No more cooking for you, but huh. It's a shame these will go to waste.

Well, Cengiz, can you clear the table? Serap sister, can you help too?

Okay.

Look here. Look, this girl doesn't look at you at all.

She's not feeding or tidying up.

But wait, I'll have a talk with him, I'll pull him aside.

What was her name, Was it Ayşin or Asil?

Oh, what a boxing name. I will talk to him.

I'm working, Marilyn.

Of course, you can work if you get the opportunity from your wife. I'm not saying anything.

Look at me. How are you, are you okay?

Staple.

Do you eat too, bro?

No, I'm having my breakfast.

My brother writes.

He writes stories, he writes screenplays, he also writes poetry.

Serap sister is also a teacher at the university.

Cengiz is also a thesis student. We are together every day in Gezi.

So you write. Let's say I'm eager to write.

He has completed three notebooks so far.

Will finish soon.

Doesn't he look like Namık Kemal anyway?

By God, I think he looks like brother Marx.

After all, this beard business is often an effort to change oneself, isn't it?

Look, there's a scar over there, see?

Look like this.

It goes from under my beard to my lips like this.

Did you see?

With such seasonal changes,

Here's the temperature, the color changes when the light changes.

It's pink, it's purple.

9.75 square centimeters. Face measurement.

I know, because they measured it three times in the military delegation.

That's why I didn't become a commando.

So if it was 0.26 square centimeters larger, or

if the doctor measuring it understood a little more geometry or

look, if he took these things into account, these channels are here,

there are such slits, if he had taken them into account

I would not do military service. But it didn't.

Did you do your military service? -No.

I was a second lieutenant. So I was an officer.

Then you wake up every morning, in front of the mirror.

you are shaving.

Then the military service ended,

So I thought my wound was standing in too much sunlight,

I grew a beard like this, did some hair, etc. So it is.

My wound went underground.

I never thought of Namık Kemal or Karl Marx.

But look, I was thinking of only one thing, huh.

To look eye to eye when I talk to people like this.

Because when I didn't have a beard, people were always talking here, here, here.

Could I explain?

A long and dramatic tirade.

Yup,

A tirade that I love to throw when appropriate.

Brother, you misunderstood me, I didn't mean anything like that.

I'm sorry.

We disturbed you, we know. -No, astaghfurullah.

Is your wound congenital? -It is considered.

By resisting, we will win!

Brother, are you dating? - I'll work later.

You can stay here as long as you want.

But slam the door on your way out, because it won't close.

Also,

Don't touch my drink, so there's a grocery store downstairs if you feel like it.

Have a nice day.

Come on! Come here!

Four, five, six, seven, -

eight, nine, ten. -

One two Three,

four, five, six, seven,

eight, nine, ten. -What are you doing, goat?

My commander. And you…

Lan, rahat.

Commander, I'm bringing you a cup of rabbit blood tea right away.

No, he doesn't. Let's go out. Let's have a drink.

No, commander. Is there a problem? -No problem.

Marilyn brought a lot of people home, it turned into a refugee tent.

There was no place to take a step, that's why I say.

four,

What happened? -five.

You're going to want your money, aren't you, brother?