Spring Fever (스프링 피버)

EPISODE 11

Can you please

not smoke around Han-gyul?

You brat.

How dare you glare at your dad like that?

Bring me the booze, now!

Darn it.

Okay.

I'll go get it.

Darn it, what's taking him so long?

Han-gyul.

Han-gyul.

Jae-gyu.

Jae-gyu.

Stop it, Dad!

You ungrateful little bastard, how dare you talk back to me?

You little jerk!

Just looking at you

makes my blood boil.

You brat.

Jae-gyu.

Jae-gyu.

I could've saved him. Actually...

I should've saved him.

But I

just walked away and left him there.

It's unfortunate you couldn't save him, but you can't blame yourself.

I guess God left me this scar,

so I wouldn't think that way.

So I wouldn't forget my sin.

This right here is the proof.

Listen, Ms. Bom.

I didn't hide this scar because it's ugly.

Every time I see it,

I remember the look in my father's eyes...

It reminds me of that moment,

so I couldn't bring myself to show it.

Jae-gyu.

As I ran out of the house holding Han-gyul,

it hit me.

One day...

I'd eventually pay for it.

I kept living on edge,

wondering when that day would come.

And of all times, it's now

when I'm happiest with you.

Even I can't forgive myself.

Who could possibly forgive me?

Even if you can't forgive me...

I won't resent you.

That too

is my burden to bear.

HBM CHARITY CONCERT

- That day... - That day...

I'm sorry.

I got too worked up that day

and spoke out of turn.

I was the one who was too harsh.

But I went all the way down to Shinsu

just to see my daughter's face, and hearing that

really threw me off.

I totally understand.

If it were me and I found out the guy my daughter was seeing was like that...

Say nothing.

Ms. Jeong. How have you been?

I feel like we keep running into each other lately.

Because the places I go are TV stations, premieres, all that.

I heard you're starting a new project with Director Bong Chan-ho.

You've got eyes and ears everywhere.

I'll be looking forward to some good news.

Well then, see you later.

Why? Who's that?

The one who asked me about Bom at the press conference.

Reporter Park from Disfact .

Strangely enough, I see him everywhere I go lately.

As if he's following me everywhere.

Shinsu.

- Comfort him? - Yes.

But I can't figure out how.

If I get too serious, he'll feel hurt.

If I make a big deal of it, he'll put his guard up.

Why do you need to comfort him? Did he get sued again?

That's not it.

Han-gyul got into trouble, didn't he?

He's not the type to get into trouble.

Ms. Bom, come over here quickly.

What's going on?

It's the finals. The answer sheets are out.

Han-gyul marked number three on every single Korean history question.

There must be some mistake.

Take a look.

Has he lost his mind?

What the heck is going on?

Han-gyul marked all threes for math too.

Life science is all threes as well.

Why would he do that?

Han-gyul, are you finished already?

It's only been ten minutes.

Yes.

I'll talk to him.

What was he thinking?

Can you tell me what happened?

I thought it was unfair.

What?

Ms. Bom.

Se-jin studies really hard.

She always works harder than me, so why is it always me who comes first?

Shouldn't the one who works harder win?

Besides, I'm not even planning to go to college

and I don't need to do well on exams.

Han-gyul.

Well...

I get that you care about your friend,

but fairness isn't about cutting yourself short.

You both should do your best and respect the results.

On top of that, if someone as gifted as you

wants to make things fair,

it's not by holding yourself back.

You need to help others to catch up.

I should let your uncle know as your homeroom teacher.

Wait, let me tell him.

I wasn't thinking straight.

Please give me a chance

to speak to my uncle myself this time.

Han-gyul.

When did mealtime get so quiet in this house?

Han-gyul, isn't your uncle acting weird these days?

He used to say family should look at each other

instead of staring at their phones at the table.

For days, he keeps looking at his phone at the table.

Eat up.

Don't you think Han-gyul's acting weird?

He jumps at just hearing his name

and looks anxious like he's hiding something.

Han-gyul, you got something to say?

No, nothing.

Thanks for the meal.

Hey.

Eat some more.

THAT WOMAN

I sent all the paperwork. What now?

Where?

Why did you want to see me here?

You couldn't stand being here even for a second,

so you just left.

Yes, I hate this place.

Every time I come here, I remember getting beaten

and how poor we were.

And thinking about our father being part of this place

makes me sick. I can't stand a single thing about it.

That woman came by.

Who?

Yoon Bom.

I'm sorry for dropping by out of the blue.

I asked Han-gyul and found out where you are.

I see...

Is that so?

Why did you come to see me?

Recently, Mr. Sun told me

about your father.

I have nothing to say about that.

Don't come back over something like that.

He said,

"I can't even forgive myself. Who would forgive me?"

Then who

would be able to forgive him?

Are you saying that's me?

Mr. Sun is still locking himself up in his own guilt.

I think someone needs to forgive him

so he can be free of that memory.

And that's something

only someone who's been through the same pain

can do.

Listen.

I'm the kind of person who ditched my kid, only thinking about myself.

The poverty? I was so sick of it.

Getting beaten?

That pushed me over the edge.

I dumped all the responsibility and guilt onto Jae-gyu

and ran off without looking back.

The pain?

Forgiveness?

Do you think I didn't say it to Jae-gyu

all this time just because I never had the chance?

No.

It's because I felt so shameful.

All the more reason not to run away again.

Please, I'm begging you.

You're such a fool.

You're pathetic.

So helpless.

I ran off leaving my child and my past behind

and I live with my head held high.

And you're punishing yourself when you did nothing wrong?

You killed who?

No.

It wasn't you

who killed our father. It was God's doing.

Jae-gyu.

The scar on your arm