Disappear (Desaparecer)

The facts, even when beaded on a chain, still did not have real order.

The facts were separate and haphazard and random;

No sense of events unfolding from prior events.

I knew we'd end up hating each other.

We all knew.

We just didn't really know.

Or we didn't know yet.

This might bore you.

But you don't have to listen.

I always knew it would be like this.

But in those days

we were the best friends anyone could ever have.

DISAPPEAR

I'm gonna miss you.

Teo

we both knew this had an expiration date.

You knew it the first time you kissed me.

And I knew it too.

You go back to your country and I...

- Anne-So, I... - Don't say anything.

Don't make promises you can't keep.

It's fine.

It's fine.

I. LET ME BE THE ONE TO FALL ASLEEP FIRST.

How does this record, bro?

- At the top. - Ah, okay, there.

There you go.

!Hey! What's up, guys?

What's up?

- Today... reporting. - I'm out of the frame!

- Today is my birthday! - Now I'm in frame!

You know who you can poke your finger into?

Your mama!

Kiss me, bro!

- Go away! - Enough!

I love you a lot - Guys, enough!

- What's wrong? - Hold the steering wheel!

¡No!

This is not funny!

Esther, kiss me.

Hey, seriously, thank you very much.

Hey, give me the fucking beer!

- Enough! - You're drunk, man..

Thank you very much for the party.

Wait! Turn up the volume!

Crank it up!

Hey guys, seriously I do love you.

Time for surprises! Open the glove box.

- Open the glove box. - The glove box?

- Esther... - Focus it on the glove box!

- Make a line! - You do it and I'll

- give you a present. - You're driving too fast.

Good evening - What's up?

Hey, seriously, thank you very much for the party.

My sad heart drools on the prow.

Under the jeerings of the soldiers who break out laughing.

My sad heart drools on the prow, my heart covered by the ropes.

Standing phallic and soldier-like.

In the twilight they draw frescoes Standing phallic and soldier-like.

Look ahead. Where are you?

My heart?

Standing phallic and soldier-like.

A lot of beautiful people there.

Happy birthday, enjoy...

How shall I act, Oh stolen heart?

There will be Bacchic hiccups then.

When they have finished chewing their quids I shall have stomach heavings then.

I can swallow my heart.

Hurry up!

- Teo. - Mum.

Here already?

Tell me everything! You've redecorated the house...

What's your town like?

You know those roundabouts on the road

that lead to nowhere

which are just for turning back?

Seriously, what's it like?

I don't know... it's hard to say.

It's a non-place..

What were you like before you came here?

I don't remember who I was anymore.

I can't handle everything, Teo.

My head is

exploding.

If I take the job, we'll have to move.

You have to call Grandma, Teo.

She asks me Every day.

How's he doing? Where is he?

II. DYING IS EASY.

- May I? - Come in.

- Morning. - Hello.

- How's he doing? - He's going to have surgery.

Careful.

Go get a coffee.

We've traveled all the way so...

Come on dad, go.

-Take it easy. - Go for a coffee!

Long journey?

A pain in the ass... A lot of train and then a taxi.

But then, my mom drove me here.

This is disgusting!

What's the time?

It's almost time.

- This is my first... - Where's Alex?

Not coming?

When my mom came to fetch us

he was at home.

He must be on the way, don't worry.

Guys, we gotta go.

Shall we?

Happy Birthday!

- Come on, cut the crap. - Happy Birthday to you!

Happy Birthday dear Mauro!

Happy Birthday to you!

Thanks, you guys are great!

What's up, bro?

Fucking hell! Seriously?

Alex bro, you gotta be kidding.

Long live love!

I'm coming for you.

-I'll be right back, ok? -Ok.

I brought a little surprise.

- I'm dying! -You fucker!

Try, It is ok.

- I give it to you. - No.

Luis is shooting.

Penis, penis, penis...

Alejandro.

I need you to talk to be able to help you.

I need you to tell me.

I know you are legally required to be here and so on,

but it's for your own good.

I already have the pills.

You know what?

I was fucking his girlfriend.

What does Freud say about that?

So, here I am.

I don't know why I'm doing this.

I thought it was bullshit when you said it.

What do you want?

What do you want, huh?

Watching us suffer?

Record our miseries?

Our grief?

What for?

-¡Happy birthday! -Thanks!

Happy birthday! Cut it!

Happy birthday!

- Happy Birthday dear Mauro! - Give me a break.

Mauritius!

Happy Birthday!

Hey, I want to show you something.

I've learned to cry.

Do you remember what we talked about?

Wait... I have to concentrate.

Maybe I can't do it now.

When there is nothing sad I can't do it.

I'm going to try to think about something sad, OK?

I can't do it.

I can't do it.

You still don't have a TV card?

No.

How are you?

Better... I think. I don't know.

The nurses weigh me two or three times a day,

and they don't have the worried face anymore.

So I suppose I'm getting better.

Seems these walls are protecting me.

Lucky you.

It would have been better if the 3 of us had died together.

Alex, be careful with what you say.

It's not right to keep broken toys.

I can break too.

If you don't treat me carefully.

Fuck!