Follow My Voice (Sigue mi voz)

What do you want to talk about, Klara? Where do you want to begin?

I don't know.

Okay. If you aren't going to begin, I will.

Let's see. When was the last time you left the house? Do you remember?

Well…

August 12th.

Today makes 76 days at home.

Isn't there anything you miss?

I really miss traveling.

The last time I did it, I went to the beach with my family.

I laughed a lot, actually.

Or with my mother. The day that it snowed a lot.

Before she died.

But…

But?

But…

But what?

I don't miss how bad I felt during my last month of school.

How they looked at me,

the people I had thought were my friends.

Or the hours in the hospitals,

the waiting,

the bad news.

I know I'm missing out on a lot by staying in my house.

But I also feel protected here from lots of other things.

Right.

I understand. Feeling safe is very important.

That's how I feel with my family.

How was therapy? Did you tell him how your new medication is going?

- K2. - What?

As a psychiatrist, I give you a 7, but as an annoying sister, a 10.

Okay, whatever.

Hey, isn't it time for your date with your sweetheart?

- Leave her alone. Don't tease her. - With your sweetheart?

Even if my sister and her boyfriend are a little nosy.

- Are you nervous? - Stop it!

Don't say stuff like that to her.

I hate you both, okay?

So, there is something that gets you a little bit excited.

There is.

Well, someone I listen to every night.

He's got a sort of radio show.

Hi, everyone.

Thanks for listening and for being with me here tonight.

This is Follow My Voice,

and I'm Kang, your companion and your friend for the next hour.

Today's topic is something you've all asked me about many times: Love.

Have you ever been in love?

Did they break your heart?

If so, don't worry.

Time heals all, and you will meet someone who will make you very happy.

Like I always say…

"We have to learn from the bad, and turn the page"

to move on.

I think a lot about writing to him, but…

I don't know.

I'm sure he gets tons of messages and he won't even read mine.

You don't know that.

He might answer you.

Do you think so?

Of course.

Alicia asks, "Are you Korean?"

Yes, I was born in Seoul,

but I have been living in Spain for the past five years.

"When are you going to show your face?"

You already know that embarrasses me.

Someday, I will dare to reveal my identity.

Today, I asked you guys about your happiest moments,

and I got a message that really touched me.

It's a photo of a painting, a snowy landscape.

I know that place because I went there with someone very special to me.

Thanks, K. I hope you can keep on enjoying that place,

even if you miss having that important someone by your side.

I do.

I don't know if I'll be able to go back there.

That's why we're here, aren't we?

To keep taking tiny steps every day,

and the first one…

Is to try… You say it.

To go out into the world.

FOLLOW MY VOICE

1. GO OUT INTO THE WORLD

Hi

Hi

How are you?

Who is this?

Kang

Kang? From Follow My Voice?

Of course ha ha ha

How many Kangs do you know?

Sorry for bothering I love the picture you sent me

I noticed it was signed with a K Did you paint it?

Yes

That's so cool!

But… Hang on! How do I know it's you?

Come on, then, test me.

Okay. Uh…

On tonight's show, you have to say a code word.

You have to say "cheese."

I miss food.

Well, my friends and family more.

Someday I hope I can go back and live there again.

Well, that's it for today,

but before the end of Follow My Voice, I want to tell something about myself.

I totally love cheese.

See you tomorrow.

I'm going to leave you with a very special song

for a very special person.

Whoever you are, I can't wait to solve your mystery, K.

Kang.

Do you believe me now or do I have to do something else?

Well, for now, yeah.

But…

We'll see if I need anything else from you.

- Come on, honey. We won't make it. - I'm coming.

- Leaving already? - Yeah.

Well, if your sister hurries up,

because this hot dog is going to end up frozen.

Very cute. You're so handsome.

Come on, let's go.

What time will you be back?

Well, uh, 1:30.

- Early, right? - 2:00?

- 1:30. Yeah. - 1:30.

You can come too as the mustard. The three of us can go together.

To a Halloween party full of 30-somethings?

Uh… How about… no.

Wow.

Okay, then.

I'm asking in case you don't want to be alone.

No, I'm fine.

- Are you sure? - Yeah.

- Okay, it's fine. - Okay.

- Look, it's your loss, okay? - It's my loss.

- Sure? - Leave her alone. With 30-somethings…

Call us if you need anything.

- Call us and we'll be here. - Of course, come on.

- Bye. - Bye, K.

- I love you. - Bye. Have fun.

- Come. - I can't get by if you don't move.

- Okay, I'm going. - Okay.

I'M NOT GOING TO GET BETTER

I'M NEVER GOING TO LEAVE THE HOUSE

I'M ALONE

I CAN'T BREATHE IT'S A PANIC ATTACK

- Hello? - Hello?

I'M GOING TO DIE WHAT HAVE I DONE?

IT'S KANG HE'S GOING TO KNOW THAT I'M SICK

- Calm, calm. - Sorry, I wanted to call my sister.

What's wrong? Are you okay?

No. I can't breathe.

Where are you?

Calm…

I CAN'T BREATHE I'M NOT OKAY

KANG, PLEASE HELP ME

I'm here. With you.

Okay, we're going to think about something else.

We're going to think about something nice.

I think it's going to snow next week.

Have you ever watched how the snow falls?

It's as if it's dancing.

Every time a snowflake falls, breathe.

Every time a snowflake falls, breathe.

Are you feeling better?

I'm sorry, I have to hang up.

K.

Do you want something to eat?

No.

I just want to sleep.

You've been in bed for days, K.

Do you want…

Do you want us to put on Kang's show? It's going to start soon.

- No? - No.

K. Listen.

Even though this happened, I swear, I swear to you that it's going to be okay.

Everything's going to be okay.

I promise.

- Are you sure? - Are you looking or not?

Look how far your sister got.

I'm okay!

One! Two!

- Three! - Yeah!

Mom!

We have to do things now. We don't know where we'll be tomorrow.

Besides, who knows when it will snow like this again.

Wow!

I loved it!

- Again? - Again!

It's terrible. Terrible. It's my fault.

- It's my fault. - It wasn't your fault.

- Yes. I shouldn't have left her alone. - This would have happened at any time.

- No, it's my fault. - It has nothing to do with you.

- It's okay. - I shouldn't have left her alone.

It's my fault, Andy, it's my fault.

K2.

It's not your fault.

I want to try.

I want to try to go back to school.

I want to try to have a life again… like before.

Really?