The Secret of Us (ใจซ่อนรัก)

I didn't expect my mom to give an interview like that.

Lada, let me ask you something.

Do you never plan to love a man?

I love a woman

and that woman is Earn.

Are you sure you are ready for the backlash?

Yes.

How can they truly love each other?

They can't build a good family.

I know you're sad.

But it's probably hurting Lada just as much.

Honey.

Honey.

Honey.

Earn will be the most important person in my life.

Doctor.

Are you okay?

Are you?

Of course.

There's nothing wrong.

Do you know

what the hardest things to hide are?

Feelings.

People can't hide their feelings.

They always show their feelings in one way or another.

Do you want to reconcile with your mom?

I think...

I've done enough for her in this life.

I want to do something for myself now.

That's all I want to do.

If that's your decision,

I'll respect it and stand by your side.

Are you hungry? I'll go make something for you.

No.

Wait.

Where are you going?

To get you something to eat.

I'm not hungry. Don't go.

Hello!

I heard there's a newlywed couple here.

May I join the celebration?

We're not married yet.

But maybe soon.

I can smell the love in the air.

I bought a lot of food.

What did you buy, Suzie?

Lots of treats.

You won't let me go, will you?

Let me go.

These snacks will make me fat.

No, they won't. Look at me.

"Dad"?

Hello, Dad.

She's developed End Stage Heart Failure

and Intractable Ventricular Arrhythmia.

After half an hour of CPR,

her vital signs kept dropping.

Why didn't she tell me she was sick?

She probably didn't want you to worry.

You know how she is.

Suzie.

Why do I feel so bad?

Do you feel bad?

Why?

You didn't do anything to her mom.

But if I hadn't come out

and stayed hidden, none of this would have happened.

We're in this situation because I came out.

No, don't overthink it.

The problem isn't as big as it seems.

You can't stop someone from getting sick.

Right now, Dr. Fahlada needs all the support she can get

and you have to be strong for her.

Doctor.

Listen.

Doctor,

your dad wants to see you.

Come in, listen to what the doctor has to say.

Please start.

The operation was difficult,

but her vital signs are stable now.

There was significant blood loss

and she hasn't woken up

due to cerebral hypoxia.

It's impossible to predict when she will fully recover.

It's crucial

that nothing stressful happens after the operation

or it could affect her heart rhythm and vital signs.

I understand.

Why are you sleeping so long this time?

You usually only sleep for a few hours.

Are you mad at me?

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry for saying hurtful things.

I'm sorry for misbehaving.

I'm sorry

for not being the daughter you wanted.

Please give me another chance.

Please wake up.

I promise to be a good girl.

Please.

I love you, Mom.

Mom.

Can you hear me?

Tell the doctor that my mom is awake.

Yes.

Doctor, are you hungry?

Do you want some coffee or a sandwich?

I'll go buy it for you.

No, thanks.

I'm not hungry.

Doctor.

Should we take a break from each other?

You promised not to be tired of my problems.

I've never been tired of your problems.

But you need to spend as much time with your mom as possible

and take care of her.

You only have one mom.

I'm not going anywhere.

Whenever you look back...

you'll always find me here.

We just need to be apart because your mom needs you right now.

Even if that means

we might be apart forever?

I might

not get to be a part of your life,

but your heart

will always belong to me.

You'll be the first

and...

the last person

to own my heart.

Lada.

Mom.

Earn.

Lada.

Mom.

Are you thirsty?

I'll go get water for you.

No, it's fine.

-Slowly. -Don't worry.

-Take it easy. -I'm fine.

It's almost time for your medicine.

-I'll get it ready for you. -Thanks.

What happened to that girl?

She's gone.

Why did she leave so suddenly?

She chose to leave

because she knew if she stayed,

you and Lada would keep fighting.

She decided to take a step back.

Can I ask you something?

Did she get sick because of me?

Don't blame yourself.